sweet goth

2010-11-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

2010-02-04T20:38:00.000-08:00

need to :
-get all member info
-help them find the correct item
-see the shop if they can deliver overseas
-help members save money, see which meathod cheapest
-asked my mum and my mum asked my aunt to create a bank account at there and send everything to me
-created online banking, go outside send money for own bank
-go out collect lens for members
-contact with all the online stores tell them address and everything
-ask fren in china help me buy(cheapest way) , tel lhim all the infos
-go out send money to him and need separate 2 time cause shoe,wig first, costume not so fast. which also means need add $20 more
-worry abt new year delivery thing.
-keep rushing online shop cause stuff haven reach. .
-waiting my bursary reach, and pay for all the things.
-ppl paying instalment and some haven return me money, and i hav $0 after bursary just raech.
-ppl returning money, but i dunno why i still dun hav money returned, its like they return de , den i nid to pay for others. isit i din calculate properly and i paid alot more?
-i din noe online tranfer money not onli comvertion takes money, but nid gst too.
-lots lots of projects and presentations and homework and tests and no time study.
-fking busy and stressed.
-no frens
FUCKING B. CAN I JUST STOP THE WHOLE THING?!
its like almost i , me just me, doing everything and when the actual day come they just nid be in the costume and go. since i settle all the make up and style wig too.
wanted ask teammembers help too and i noe they willing to help, BUT i dunno wat can they help.......

2010-01-01T20:40:00.001-08:00

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1、拷贝上面的6和9的组合到记事本，并将记事本最大化
2、按Ctrl + H，在查询内容中输入"6"，替换为输入"_"
3、现在，点击"全部替换"，神奇现在开始

2009-12-26T05:36:00.001-08:00

EOY cosplay today~
-curry ninja

ok i got to admit dat today one is quite successful.

we 3 came my house in de morning.. (we plan dat kuni reach at 7am and tsuki at 6.30..)
i woke at 6 and msged both of them w/o recieving replies.. and i tot .. ok.. today will drag till dam late..
den at 7.30, kuni arrived and we spam called tsuki.. she finally picked up de phone at 7.34 and said she just wake up = =..

den all ppl reached.. and we took dam long to TRY to put de contact lens into kuni's eye
and we failed
badly
i dunno how are we going to do for xOxxxxOxx and xxxOxxxTxxxx sia . LOL
ok den we maake up and put on binders and wigs and as usual..
its dam dam pain.. and we keep on complaining and bla bla..
den we all done.. set.. ready.. carrying de curry and go on cab , reached bugis national library

we just got down of de cab, got ppl ask us can we take pic wif u all..
ltr den i heard from kuni dat its de office de ppl, as in , like.. they can post our pics in library? er.. = =
oh ya, tragedy happens always
this time, SOMEONE tried to balance de plate of curry on head and it fall off and de curry is all on de wig. and floor. den de ppl who ask us to take pic.. was helping us cleaning up.. and de wig is in a dam mess.

after dat, suting came and helped us wif de bags, we went to de toilet to 补妆and relised de curry leaked = =.. de whole bag is wif curry and we washed it and in de end, throw away everything onli left 2 plates of curry and rice .den finally all done..

eh btw, we just reached 3rd floor.. got these 2 girls come "interview" us.. (dat time we are still in a mess, as in , not yet 补妆，not yet wear properly our costumes.. and i gave her my email = =.. she said she will tag me on facebook and see if we can help them in cosplay nxt time .
ha
actually i quite proud of dat.
LOL

ok next. we went in de hall.. den str8 away got ppl ask to take pic..
we posed..
den suddenly a HUGE crowd we gathering around us
yes,
i mean
HUGE.
double curry(LOL) was "gin-ing" wif dat pose and i try veh hard to force myself from smiling..
(cause i really feel dam accomplished =0=)

den we walked around, and i bought ANOTHER mukuro badge, (its exactly de same as de previous one which i broke= =)
ok.. mukuro is my world.. (BREAK TOO! GAKUPO TOO!)
den den.. we posed and ppl took pic again for dunno how many times..
den we went to see de concert and competition.
i saw lennie their group(from JTC cosplay) and i think they are dam good =0=
better den all de other groups.

den we went out, yea.. pics pics again..
and get out of dat place and decided to cab back
we were feeling dam uncomfortable by then,
cause of the wig and SUPER TIGHT binders.
and my sword is quite irritating = =

we went neo print. pics coming up soon =0=

den we walk for dam dam dam long distance den fianlly found an empty cab..
reached my house..we used.. ok i used 1 min to take off everyting
clothes, wing, binder, and socks, hand thing, leg thing, pants, bandages, YES EVERYTHING IN 1 MIN.
and lie on bed
dead
dead
dead.
den after like dunno how long , finally recovered.

we went sakae sushi after dat and we drank sakae (ah how-ever u spell it) and celebrated.
and i m back now.. blogging = =
kay my eng sucks.

ah i cant wait for de next one.. which is xxRxx . HA.
tml going out wif xxRxx ppl to pass them their wigs and let them get used to each other...
i dam dam tired now..

ppl, advice here..
never ever bleach ur hair and reborn it for alot times den wear a wig
never ever wear new wigs continuously for 3 days.
ITS DAM FKING PAIN.
jus thinking of it make me hav dat PAIN feel right now. ARGH.
kay dats all

*went to check facebook and sgcafe too see if any of our pics is there = =)

ciao ciao~

2009-12-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

EOY COSPLAY AT BUGIS THERE DE NATIONAL LIBRARY~
26 december 2009
start from 10am, me and my team will reach at around 10.30 i guess
entry fee is $15, sms me if u going ~.~

SOYB COSPLAY AT NGEE ANN POLY
date should be 30th january 2010(sat)
come support~~~
helpers nided to carry bag and cameraman nided =0=

2009-11-20T00:39:00.000-08:00

感到做某些事无能为力的时候，你不知从哪掏出一把枪，冲着自的脑门开枪。。。然后使劲撕破自己的衣服，大喊：“复活~~”

你把曾经追过你女朋友的人扯成了秃头。。。

跟你敬爱的班长打招呼：“嗨！十代目。”

不要因为同学脾气好就总说人家是草食动物。。。

即使不上学也穿着校服。。。喜欢把外套披在肩上，结果被老师认为你要装大侠（大侠= =，偶实在想不出别的了。。。）。。。

一直不敢放烟花爆竹的你突然随身携带几个二踢脚。。。而且一看到不爽的人就点燃扔出去。。。

跟别人打招呼：“qiao~~su~~”

有午睡的习惯。。。锻炼睁着眼睛睡觉。。。口里还嚼着泡泡糖。。。

喂喂喂，不要给别人吃放了许多虫子和冒着不明气体的食物啊。。。

被人欺负了，你的反应是：“要。忍。耐。”。。。

看到梳一条小辫子的孩子有想把她扔出去的冲动。。。

吃饭挑肥拣瘦。。。喂喂喂，不要学人家吃霸王餐啊。。。

拿着一本很厚很厚的字典到处转说要为人家排名。。。

你向学校提出了组建拳击社的申请。。。

你新一年的口号是：“极限~~”

花大价钱买了一个棒球球棒，天天努力练习挥棒，看它能不能变成一把日本武士刀。。。

一见到樱花飘落的景象就觉得头晕。。。

住院的时候，你对和你住同一病房的人说：“我们来玩一个游戏，只要在我睡觉的时候发出一点声音，我就宰了你”。。。

向路边摆摊的小贩收取“活动费”，被人家追着打。。。

苦练各种溜溜球技术。。。

上医院配了很多不同型号的假牙，虽然你的牙齿很健康。。。

咬人是不好的，不管那是不是假牙。。。

随身携带着一副妈妈织的毛线手套。。。自己还在上面缝上了数字27。。。

热爱一切凤梨口味的食物。。。

见到凤梨或是带有凤梨图样的东西就会莫名兴奋。。。还发出KUFUFUFU~~的声音。。。

郑重警告你：玩蛇是很危险的！

你的手机号是1827（10069，6927，8059.。。。自己看着办吧= =）结尾的。。。

你的口头禅一直在不断变化：WOW~~ →KUFUFUFU~~ →本大爷~~。。。

很斯文的提出想学钢琴。。。

从不带任何首饰的你突然天天佩戴起戒指来。。。

武器变迁史：拐子→三叉戟→鞭子→剑→枪。。。最后发现还是手套最好

老师说家长会上要你爸爸出席，你说他来不了，因为他去南极挖石油去了。。。

同学聚会见面问好：“好久不见，我回来了。。。从轮回的尽头而来”。。。

上课溜号被老师抓住，不但不承认错误，反而对老师说：“因为我是王子啊~~”

一向很大方的你突然变得很贪财，就连同学借橡皮用都要收租金。。。

跟同学吵架的时候大叫：“你这个垃圾。。。”

你突然要留长发，还把头发改成了中分（= =反正是凤梨的那种分发），用发胶固定脑后的头发，让那几

撮头发立起来。。。更严重的是要染蓝发。。。

不知从哪里弄来一只黄色的麻雀（？）养，最近又打起了要养猫头鹰的主意。。。

不要给猫头鹰带红色的隐形眼镜！小心人家告你虐待动物。。。

看到兔子就抱住不放手。。。

一向不爱吃甜食的你突然天天吃巧克力。。。棉花糖更是不离手。。。

一遇上麻烦就蹲下来抱着自己的肚子说肚子好痛。。。

不敢吃自己姐姐弄的食物。

在自己的鼻梁上贴上OK贴，随时喊着“极限~”做事情。

口口声声的咬杀,要打人时想抽出拐子,结果发现自己根本没那玩意- -

晚上睡觉的时候用被子捂住自己(目的在于制造一个黑暗且氧气含量不够的环境) 想着黑手党种种坏事然后大声地吼出来"继承这样的彭哥列,还不如让我毁灭它"

看天气预报时报道明天多云时忍不住说"群聚,咬死"

报道台风时忍不住想到岚是最具有破坏力的啊....

你本来不爱家不爱学校，看了家教以后却爱上了校歌，而且天天都要哼。

呆望天上的云总是想什么时候飞来一坨黄色的物体

把买完东西的条码贴在自己脸上

骂人习惯用“垃圾”，跟X爸爸学的……

看到下雨说山本
看到闪电说蓝波
看到雾说凤梨
看到风说狱寺
看到太阳说大哥
看到云说委员长

平时喜欢把眼睛弄成半眯状,说话冷冷的,甚至有种冲动拿打火机烧额前的刘海.......

没事就抱着膝盖说我的未来一片黑暗过去也黯淡无光

突然非常热爱学校- -.....

开始养起绿色蜥蜴，并企图让它变成枪或是让它吐出鞭子和手套。

没事找事对人说，请让我成为您的左右手吧！结果被人当作神经病

喜欢整天哈哈哈的笑，把什么都当游戏，还想办法让考试分数维持在60。

把法式面包顶头上，冒充飞机头

企图半夜留宿学校接待室，被保安发现追打

爱穿奶牛装，爆炸头中还放玩具手榴弹

喜欢抢别人的早饭

企图往戒指上点火，被父母K一顿

喜欢穿墨绿色露脐装，迷你裙，还戴上眼罩，对班主任叫Boss

从鸡身上拔了毛，染成五颜六色，戴上后还想在脸上划两刀

给自己弄了个爆炸头
打架输了就想从自己的爆炸头里拽出一把火箭炮然后对自己轰一炮

2009-11-20T00:36:00.000-08:00

云雀恭弥的使用与维护指南

***祝贺您***

您现在已经成功地拥有了云雀恭弥！为了完全发挥他的功用并保证安全，请仔细阅读以下条款。
注意：对因您未阅读并依照安全操作程序对待您的云雀恭弥所造成的任何后果，彭格列技术有限公司不承担任何责任。

技术参数：
名称：云雀恭弥，18，麻雀
性别：男性
种属：麻雀变种
颜色：黑发，黑瞳
制造商：彭格列技术有限公司
制造日期：不明
电路连接：无

当您收到云雀恭弥的时候，他应该是装备完全，能量充足的，请检查一下包装内是否包含他的所有配件（见下文）以及是否收到了正确版本的云雀恭弥。

配件：
您的云雀恭弥装备了以下配件：
1）并盛校服一套。
2）拐棍一副。
3）云守戒指一只。
4）正版云雀恭弥程序包
5）小鸟云豆一只
6）其他（见下文）

云雀恭弥的官方版本有：
HIBARI 云雀恭弥（天野明版权所有）
珍藏版“并盛风纪委员组合” （含标准版所有配件，另附正太麻雀、十年后麻雀状态程序包）
以及官方发布的草壁个体。此个体将自动实行追随模式。

能量补充：
不需要使用通常的食物进行能量补充，但是云雀恭弥个体对个体山本武的需求十分重要，如果长时间不让两者接触，可能导致云雀恭弥自行发起暴走模式，咬杀一切扰乱风纪的人包括您。（见下文）。
*****警告****
1.绝对不可让云雀恭弥与樱花放在一起，否则可能导致个体受损，个体晕倒，个体受到SM等等不可估量的后果。

2.绝对不可让云雀恭弥与除彭格列成员的其他家族在一起，否则可能导致个体开启战斗模式，杀戮模式，造成大量伤亡同时个体也有被SM被关禁闭的危险。

模式设置：
所有的云雀恭弥个体都预设了两种操作模式：
*正常
*战斗

出厂的默认设定值为“正常”，该模式下的云雀恭弥体现出孤高，腹黑，难以捉摸等等优秀品质，因此为广大客户尤其是女性客户所喜爱。但是正常模式下的云雀恭弥也具有很强的攻击性，表现为无时不刻眯着眼盯着你并且握着拐棍，灌输“亲爱的亲一个”等等不良信息，请务必保持警惕，如因使用不当导致精神分裂本公司概不负责。
****注意****
战斗模式下的云雀恭弥有极大的杀伤力，因此当他处于此模式时请您最好避开，尤其是当您没有高纯度死气之火的情况下。

操作：
您的云雀恭弥是界面友好的。他以声音控制。请用日语、意大利语、英语清晰地发出指令。

您的云雀恭弥不仅仅是摆设用的收藏品，他在室内室外有101种以上的用途。例如：
1. 模特。云雀恭弥身材标准，完全可以作为裁缝、绘画、雕塑等等工作的模特放心使用，但是长期作此用途的话很可能会触发战斗程序对客户造成伤害，该BUG本公司正在修复中。另外，千万不要令其自行选择衣饰、发型，云雀恭弥的审美情趣可能与你相差甚远。

2. 保镖兼打手。在战斗能力方面云雀恭弥足够保护您的安全，强盗、小偷、黑手党等是威胁不到您的，但是根据以往测试，云雀恭弥的杀戮程序与保护程序是不能同时运行的，所以在进行个体战斗时我们建议您还是躲得越远越好，以防和敌人一起被干掉，变成扰乱风纪被处死的冤大头。

3. 成人剧。作为同人志中主角之一，只要您购买个体代号80、个体27，个体69，并让他们长期相处提高契合度后会自动上演OOXX,XXOO压倒扑倒推倒等场面，届时请让在场未满18岁少男少女离开。

4. 导游。您想对并盛进行深入了解吗？您可以让您的云雀恭弥作为导游，参观并盛（此项功能运行时请注意您的言行不要违反并盛的风纪，若是被云雀恭弥个体咬杀本公司会对您的继承人予以赔偿。）
n.……
更多产品用途，有待您的开发！

与其他种属的兼容性：
您的云雀恭弥与大部分个体的契合度一般。和个体泽田纲吉的契合度有待考证，和个体山本武、六道骸契合度从指环战后急剧升高。

您的云雀恭弥在与“山本武少年版V1.0”“山本武成人版V2.0” “六道骸成人版V2.0” “库洛姆少女版V1.0”“泽田纲吉少年版V1.0”“泽田纲吉成人版V2.0”个体相处时不会出意外，如果与“六道骸少年版V1.1”个体第一次接触可能导致受损，因此请保持一定距离。（如果发生损伤，请参照下文‘故障与解决’）

***警告***
当您的云雀恭弥个体与如下个体兼容时，要特别当心他们携带的病毒，这些病毒可能会给您的云雀恭弥造成无法挽回的损失。

*泽田纲吉个体所携带的“温柔兔子”病毒，此病毒会迅速对您的云雀恭弥中央处理器发起攻击，造成其孤高指数下降最终为彭格列效力。

*山本武个体所携带的“时雨苍燕流”病毒，此病毒主要造成云雀恭弥的攻击力下降，防御力下降，敏捷度下降。

*山本武个体锁携带的“棒球笨蛋”病毒，此病毒易发动云雀恭弥程序中的耽美软件，使其表现出严重的M倾向。

*六道骸个体锁携带的“六道轮回”病毒，此病毒易发动云雀恭弥程序中的耽美软件，使其表现出严重的M倾向。

*幻骑士个体所携带的“为了白兰大人”病毒，此病毒将导致您的云雀恭弥机体严重破损，各项能力指数下降。

常见问题：

问：我能购买第二个云雀恭弥吗？
答：根据这种商品的受欢迎程度，我们将实行严格的限量制——每家只能有一个云雀恭弥。

问：当我不使用云雀恭弥时，应该如何储藏他？
答：您可以把云雀恭弥单独放在并盛，给他准备一个屋顶，他会很快乐的在屋顶上睡觉。或者让其自己对违反校内风纪进行咬杀也是个好办法，但请保证其不在暴走状态。

问：我可以带云雀恭弥出去玩吗？
答：可以。您尽管可以随便带他到任何地方玩。但要注意以下几点：

*不要让云雀恭弥接近有除彭格列的黑手党或者有幻术师出没的地带，否则可能触动杀戮程序，该程序一旦运行很难停止。

*不要试图带云雀恭弥与六道骸个体一起出去，这两个个体之间的兼容性起始值十分低，容易发生六道骸自动运行“地狱道”插件导致云雀恭弥个体樱晕症病发（此针对并盛中云雀1.0版）。

故障与解决：

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这可能是在运行“与巴里安众的对决V1.0”“入江正一基地侵入战V1.0”程序的缘故。如果发生情况严重，请确认您是否安装了非法的耽美插件，若是，请将其删除。

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2009-11-20T00:29:00.000-08:00

当塞巴斯遇到六道骸......

塞巴斯（以下简称塞）：我是中分。
六道骸（以下简称骸）：我也是中分。

塞：我有一个主人，他叫夏尔。
骸：我有一个Boss，他叫纲吉。

塞：我的主人蓝发蓝眼。
骸：我的Boss棕发棕眼。

塞：我的主人是邪恶的贵族。
骸：我的Boss是黑手党老大。

塞：我让夏尔成为我的主人是因为我想得到他的灵魂。
骸：我让纲吉成为我的Boss是因为我想得到他的身体。

塞：我的主人外表冷酷，内心善良。
骸：我的Boss外表善良，内心温柔。

塞：所以我的主人属性是傲娇。
骸：所以我的Boss属性是废柴。

塞：我的主人喜欢品尝各种各样的甜点。
骸：我的Boss本身长得就像是一道甜点。

塞：我的主人曾经刻意假扮成少女。
骸：我的Boss曾经被人错看成少女。

塞：我的主人被他的青梅竹马的女生追着。
骸：我的Boss则追着他的青梅竹马的女生。

塞：我的主人没爹没娘。
骸：我的Boss有爸有妈。

塞：我的主人戴着一枚很古老很宝贵的戒指。
骸：我的Boss周围的所有人都戴着一枚很古老很宝贵的戒指。

塞：我的主人十二岁时开始学大学课程。
骸：我的Boss十四岁时平均成绩是17.5。

塞：其实我的主人他周围的所有角色都比他厉害。
骸：其实我的Boss比他周围的所有角色都要厉害。

塞：我的主人在遇见我之后，最常干的事情就是喝茶。
骸：我的Boss在遇见我之前，最常干的事情就是裸奔。

塞：第一次见到我的主人时他没穿衣服。
骸：第一次见到我的boss时他只穿着内裤。

塞：从那之后，我的主人一天换一套衣服。
骸：在那之前，我的Boss一天换一条内裤。

塞：我使用恶魔能力时，全身都会变成黑色的。
骸：我使用人间道时，身体只有一半变成黑色。

塞：我平时总是一副优雅绅士的打扮。
骸：我平时总是一副不良少年的打扮。

塞：在最近的最后一集中，我为主人左手受了重伤。
骸：在最近的最后露面中，我为Boss右眼受了重伤。

塞：在黑执事里塞夏永远是王道......
骸：在家教里骸纲貌似还不是王道......

塞：因为我和我的主人在动画和漫画里几乎天天形影不离。
骸：因为我和我的Boss已经有一年零八个月没有见过面了。

塞：让同人女不停地YY啊，枢娘肯定是故意的。
骸：让同人女没办法YY啊，天野娘肯定也是故意的。

赛&骸：真是悲哀......

2009-11-16T23:44:00.000-08:00

went japanese doll thingie on sat

wif my club ppl and kuni chan

pics...

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my phone's camera cmi.. ._.

my club member's rose

me,violet,kuni-chan

mukuro sama~~ LOL

diy nails again.. one week alrdy. time to change~.~

2009-10-31T06:03:00.000-07:00

wats dat..
i din noe onli fingers contact can hav dat kind of feeling..
hope i din blush back then ._.

just closed imvu..
feeling abit down.
she said he was talking wif her on msn untill 4get reply in imvu..
haish..
yea.. i m not his who
he dun hav to tell me anything rite..
demo..nani ga kono kanji..
闷闷的。。有点难过。。

dunno wat he thinking..
today whole day dao me oso ..
mayb i shld just give up...

2009-10-20T03:05:00.000-07:00

today superrrr lucky xD
new lesson, pop culture, i got 林俊杰 when intro-ing ourself
lololll den i was like.. went up straight away laugh..
after dat de teacher as Qn, say 那个喜欢林俊杰的..
= =、 den another question she call ppl from name list..
den i tio again..
ok la.. i onli can say,
luck and suay-ness is always balanced

finished making kuni-chan's costume. onli left pants liao.
within 2 days and its done =0=
sewing machine is useful = =

ahh poly live rocks.
this time wed no sch, and its fun playing wif fwens ~

2009-10-14T21:42:00.000-07:00

cant wait for haloween~!
vampire, cat, dead maid.
costumes done too >_<

now i nid chiong de gintama costumes
and theres so much more things to makee~!!
*doki doki*
sch gonna start~ cant wait too >_<

2009-10-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

someone got a new puppy horrrr
*envys*
2 bunnies and a puppy..

1 more wk den 开学了~~~
第一次那么期待开学
lolollll!

hmm.. tml going out to get materials..
and finally, *country*-chan holiday le~
and i can get da measurements and start making = =
(i actually wasted de whole 2 month holiday )

veh veh veh bored at home..
dled quite alot of game to play
but games are boring w/o frens

i wan reborn mai hair =x=
and currently is orangy-yellow-gold + red .. erm = =
wan to dye black..den like..
highlight the red and yellow? uh..(looks at sky)

sad news. my nail brked
and its onli 1..
but i hav to cut all de others ..if nt veh ugly = =
SO! i cut my LOOOOONG nailss!!!!
(CRIES)

2009-09-25T05:39:00.001-07:00

FINALLY!!! blogger is back to normal
and i shld start blogging again
muahaha

okok,recently......

became版主in美眉梦工厂
lolls yeaaa finally become 版主
i met someone from sg at one of the 群
so happy lorrr, its like, can meet someone same country wif u at a diff country's game
lolsss~~~ and, i became 排名第一 which is quite long ago le ~.~

went jap sch wif tsuki dardar =0=
hai~~~~~~~~~~~ last sat we went de wat shibuya bla
at first,we gong gong de ..
like.. walk around in circles for many times dunno wat to do
so many shuai geeee LOLOL
tsuki wanted go the haunted house
den after my 死都不要去 and drag drag drag till their ticket all sold out x:
den we go 钓水气球~both of us failed = =
walked around.. went play other things.. including pokemon = = poke mon LOL
ok.. after dat .. it going to close liao..
after my strong nagging and ..= = we went back water ballooooon place
got 1 shuai ge helped us put all the balloon de string on top!
muahaha.. den i kuai kuai go 钓，and got 5~~ one of then is tsuki got de
den hers break on de way back
and i gave her one~
so i brought 3 水气球回家 ^_^

played back audi
yeppp i m back audi xD
skill i think nvr drop.. but play nt good cause keyboard changed
cant use my usual 8klappy keys le
this laptop cant press FN de.. press le no use
so i got no choice but to use de straight smallsmall keypad ..= =
hais.

COSPLAY~!!
sth is secretly going on btw us... heh heh...

2009-08-30T04:01:00.001-07:00

2009-08-30T00:59:00.000-07:00

dunno wats wrong wif blogger..
de format seems so weird now
or isit my com de prob
no choice but to type in the codes
ah nvm..

long time nvr update = =..
veh veh long time..
i almost 4get i hav a blog
ha - -
tml going back zhss(maybe)
2month holiday
bored --

strange creatures
in sch will keep longing for holiday
and when holiday ,
feels bored. nth to do
hais

2009-08-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

人的“情”有很多种，每种感情，带给人不一样的结果，而我们在不知不觉中也在改变。
爱
由一个微笑开始，
用一个吻来成长，
用一滴泪去结束~~
当你爱上一个人而不被对方所爱，是一件很伤害的事。
但最痛苦的莫过你爱一个人而却没有勇气让他知道你的感受。
最好的朋友是那一种能够让你坐在秋千上，不发一言，
然后静静地一起离开，感觉就是从未有过最好的对话。
这是真实的 ~~
你永不知道你得到了什么直至你失去了的时候；
而更加真实的是
你永不会知道自己失去什么直他到达的时候。

要遇上一个人只要用一分钟的时间，
要喜欢上一个人只要一句话的时间；

要爱上一个人只要用一天的时间，
但要忘记一个人却要用一生的时间。

为自己的梦想而去想，
到自己想到的地方，做自己想做的事，
因为你只有一次的人生及一次机会去做这全部的事。

尝试把自己放在对方的立场，当你感觉受到伤害时，
很有可能他也在是被伤害。

最快乐的人并没有需要拥有世上所有最好的事，
而只需要令到大部份的事能沿着自己的人生而来。

人生中一件伤心的事是当你遇见一个对你充满意义的人，
但你却在最后才发现。

一句不小心的说话会令一场骂战展开，
一句残酷的句子会摧毁你一生，
一句话爱的句子却会是无限的喜悦和祝福。

爱由一个笑容开始，用一个吻来成长，用一滴眼泪来结束。
当你出生时你一个人在哭，而所有在旁的在笑，
因此请活出你的生命，当你死的时候，
围绕你的人在哭而你便是唯一在笑。

2009-08-02T00:19:00.001-07:00

我以为我可以忘记
为什么看到时还是放不下
很讨厌很讨厌这样的自己

2009-07-18T00:12:00.000-07:00

cosfest updateeee!

sat, went interview
sunday, went cosplay.
details will be up soon
and pics
xD

below is sth extra..

t-kozue seijiro

2009-07-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

秋《輪迴戀》

跨越缘穿万年追随你身边
冷傲伪装心焦今朝知多少
寻两岸渡水寒佳人发已盘
悔恨痛将痴心染

腥风血雨交聚烽火连天战役
刀光剑影撞碰谁还能为岁月点灯
家人音讯成迷幸福断然离席
残忍惊听闻伊人香消玉损

记忆散心已寒胭脂飘散酒一坛
江湖乱风轻叹绝泪把弦断
离别眼葬红颜不贪求一个愿
宿命残轮回转
古今之债谁来还

再回头恨已融笑叹万年终成空
纵横在乱世愤御剑踏红尘
承诺累情无味只奢望一次醉
今生缘来世续
愿与佳人生死相许

曲是日本乐团 SID シド的御手紙（otegami) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucKuWm3P6Ao&feature=fvst 其实歌词我也有尝试跟着曲的音乐、节奏、乐器的使用、和带给人的感觉来写。可以试着配着音乐听喔～写得不是很好，而且是日语歌，将就着把歌词配进去吧～＊汗＊

chinese homework

written quite long ago

dunno why now den post..

2009-07-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

cosfest this sat and sun
dunno chs anyone going or not
my team going..and i think tsuki?tsuna?
tuna= =will be cosplaying too
for me....
i dun think i will..
cause mukuro lens haven rdy,and costume too
and boots -_-
so yea..
for this INTERNATIONAL thiinggieeeeee
i..
(wah wan cry liao la...)
i cant..
(ahhhhhhhhh noooooooooo....)

this cosfest ah...
is 一箭4雕.
1.i go take looots of pic
2.our team cosplay maaaaaah
3.psychology project.
4.cca point!

2009-07-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

i miss u..

俄其实
完全明白的

2009-07-03T21:28:00.000-07:00

果然..完全忘记了呢....
呵呵..

觉得自己好像傻瓜一样..
怎么会忍不住去问呢..
明明都已经知道结果会是怎样了

昨天做的都白费了吗..
失眠担心
最后伤的还是自己不是吗
那无所谓的语气
刻意的忽略
明显的冷漠

我以为一直欺骗自己就好
我以为降低要求就好
我以为只要忍耐就好
我以为... ...

怎么心还是那么痛
为什么再也控制不了眼泪的坠落
何时起假装开心越变越难了

我还在期待什么
奇迹...吗？

音乐明明放在随机播放
歌为什么都是悲伤的
而且
似乎在告诉我什么..

终于得到某样东西
兴奋的心情
却只因一句话而荡然无存
所做的一切改变
好像从来都没有意义
因为一开始
它们都只是为别人服务的
不是么

这样还能撑多久...

2009-07-03T07:53:00.006-07:00

今天
可能是最最最不开心的一天了吧

期待害怕兴奋渴望
结果昨晚发生的事
让俄不再有勇气面对今天

没想到
俄竟然会选择逃避

既然知道结果有很大可能不是自己希望的，
所以干脆不去知道结果，至少还能安慰自己
“可能结果是好的，只是俄没去看而已。”

难受的几乎快要窒息
俄想要的
今生真的得不到了吗
真的要相信那出生时的话吗
怎么办...
俄到底该怎么办.......

2009-07-01T04:48:00.001-07:00

为什么
即使把被子裹的紧紧的
还是感到冷

为什么
即使热得出汗
还是感到冷

很矛盾吧
我也这么觉得

2009-07-01T04:47:00.000-07:00

原来我可以一个人看电影

2009-07-01T04:46:00.001-07:00

难道真的没有感觉了吗..?
奇怪...
我还以为..
呵..好复杂啊

2009-06-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

was browsing thru fwens' blog and took this from HuiMing de blog
i m booooooooooorrreddddd
and soooo..
i m doing it too ＝0＝

1. Real name名字 : which one..

2. Nickname暱稱 : Aki／秋儿／秋秋／bin=.=

3. Star sign星座 : Leo 狮子座

4. Gender性別 : Female 女

5. Primary school 國小 : FTPPS First Toa Payoh Pri & few more 大智小学，美德小学++

6. Secondary school 國中: Zhonghua Sec 中华中学

7. Jc/Poly 初級學院/理工學院 : Ngee Ann Polytechnic Chinese Studies 义安理工学院中文系

8. Hair colour 髮色 : er..black+dropped colour till light orange?gold?brown?de purple..

9. Long or short 長或短 : Long and become short now

10. Loud or Quiet 吵或安靜 : quiet.. i guess? 安静..吧？

11. Sweats or Jeans: uh..= =? 厄..

12. Phone or Camera 手機/相機 : Phone 手机

13. Health freak 健康狂 :meaning? 厄？

14. Drink or Smoke 喝酒或抽煙 : tried both,disliked both. 都试过，都不喜欢

15. Do you have a crush on someone 暗戀 : crush?dunno leh.. 暗恋啊。。那算暗恋吗＝＝明恋吧..

16. Eat or Drink 吃或喝 : drink!!! 喝～（本人是水桶）

17. Piercings 耳洞 : Yes 4个

18. Tattoos 紋身: yep and it hurts 有，超痛的..

19. Been on an airplane: DUH? if not i swim to sg ah.. 废话＝＝

20. Been in a relationship: yea 有

21. Been in a car accident有過車禍 : yea 有

22. Been in a fist fight: yea 有

23. First piercing 第一次穿耳洞 : sec 3 中3

24. First best friend 第一個好朋友 : cant rmb 不记得了

25. First award 第一個獎 : cant rmb 不记得＝＝

26. First crush第一次暗戀 : my dad 俄爹算吗？...

27. First vacation: nani kore?

28. Last person you talked to 最後講話的人 : my maid 女佣

29. Last person you texted to 最後傳簡訊給的人 : zero (long time nvr talk to him le )

30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with 最後和誰看電影 : eto..tsuki? 月..吧？

32. Last food you ate 最后吃的食物：饭 rice

33. Last movie you watched 最後看的電影 : DMC

34. Last song you listen to最後聼的歌: 知足－亲爱的唱的＝0＝

35. Last thing you bought 最後買的東西: gatsby hair spray, foundation X2 ,1 pair grey lens and 2 pair brown lens.

36. Last person you hugged 最後抱的人 : my bolster?nvm.. cant rmb 那是多久以前啊＝＝不记得了

Favourite 喜歡的：

37. Food食物 : water 水＝＝

38. Drinks飲料 : mainly everything 一般什么都喝

39. Clothing衣服 : black vs white? lolita,punk,goth, etc

40. Books 書: 穿越文越悲越好~.~

41. Song歌曲 : too many to list 太多太多太多了

42. Flower花 : lavender 熏衣草

43. Colour 顔色 : black,purple,pink,white 黑，紫，粉红，白

44. Movies電影 : alot 太多了

45. Phrase: huh...

46. Subject科目 : Chinese art music 中文，艺术（美术）音乐

47. Kissed in the snow 在雪中吻過 : no 才看过几次雪？小时候懂什么呀.. 吻? -_-

48. Celebrated halloween 過萬聖節 : No

Have you ever你曾有過？:

49. Had your heart broken 有心痛過嗎？ : duh uncountable times 数不清多少次

50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: DUH?!who doesnt? 有超过8小时的..

51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation懷疑你的性向？: yea= = 不知道为什么俄的出生的那个上面写性别：男 (%^&*(%)

52. Come out of the closet: i went in.

53. Gotten pregnant懷孕過？: .........

54. Had an abortion 墮胎過？ : .....................................................

55. Done something that you've regretted 有因爲某件事後悔過嗎？ : Yes 当然

56. Broke a promise 打破承諾？ : Yes 有过..很内疚

57. Hide a secret 隱瞞秘密？ : Yes 有

58. Pretended to be happy假裝開心過？ : Yes 随时随刻

59. Met someone who changes your life 遇到改變你人生的人 : my life is always in other's hands 难道俄能自己决定人生么

60. Pretended to be sick 裝病？ : in sec sch 逃学时候的好方法

61. Left the country: yea and u mean which country?

62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it 試你平常不敢試不過喜歡了 : yep 还蛮多事的

63. Cried over the silliest thing 爲了傻事哭？ : yea 好多次

64. Ran a mile: a mile = ?

65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s)和好朋友去沙灘？ : yea but best fren haven 有

67. Eat吃 : i dun eat a single thing .......as if....

68. Drink喝 : ... 无语ing

69. I'm about to 我現在要做 : 开灯

70. Listening to 在聼 : bird chirping 外面鸟叫＝＝

71. Plans for tomorrow 明天的計劃 : chiong homework 最后一天了，当然冲功课..

72. Waiting for 在等什麽？ : baby come back .過兒忙完後回來.. or..熏衣草的花语。

73. Want kids要小孩嗎？ : not really 不是很想要

74. Want to get married想結婚嗎？ : yea.. 嗯..

75. Careers in mind事業 : teacher... 老师＝＝俄还有别的选择吗...

Which is better 哪個比較好？：

76. Girl/boy 女/男 : dunnoee 不知道

77. Lips or eyes 唇/眼 : eyes 眼睛

78. Shorter or taller 矮/高 : shorter 矮

79. Romantic or spontaneous: too chim

80. Nice stomach or nice arms 美的腰/手臂 : Both ..

81. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

82. Hook-up or relationship 搭訕/談戀愛 : Relationship,谈恋爱

83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: ermm?

84. Lost glasses/contacts 不見眼鏡/隱形眼鏡: glasses duh . 眼镜la。。没隐形眼镜绝对绝对不出门！

85. Ran away from home 離家出走？ : yea 有

86. Killed somebody 殺人 : ... in game yea 在游戏里面吧...杀得好爽的说(干笑）

87. Broken someone's heart 傷別人的心？ : yea.. 有

88. Been arrested被逮捕過？ : yea. eh no. uh..should be no 应该没有

89. Cried when someone die哭當有人過世: Yes 废话

Do you believe in 你相信？:

90. Yourself 自己: sometimes yes ,sometimes no 有时相信有时不信

91. Miracles 奇跡 : 嗯 yea

92. Love at first sight 一見鍾情 : Yes 嗯

93. Heaven老天 : not sure 不确定

94. Santa Claus聖誕老人 : yea 相信，那些假扮的有很多啊

95. Sex on the first date 第一次約會就做床上那件事？ : ...impossible 去死＝＝

96. Kiss on the first date第一次約會就吻？ : depends? 看情形

97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now現在有沒有想一個人在一起，yes yes yes!!! 過兒....好想一直粘着迩...

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life 對你現在的生活滿意嗎？: so so lor.. 还好..可以更好..

(100.This is the 100th question and last question : Will Hubby do this quiz? Please~~)
staring at Q100
uh.. did u come out wif this quiz urself?.. 100题就跳过吧.....

after answering
i notice i m doing translation oso..
uh nvm
veh bored now
dunno wat to say
dunno wat to write..
dunno wat to do.....
ジア..またね..~

2009-06-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒過兒...................... i miss uuuuuuuuu... 才2天而已，就那麼難熬..2個月....天啊.... T^T

2009-06-26T01:16:00.000-07:00

today.. went raffles hospital see doc
they said i haven go for dunno wat check up den they cant send de report to MOE
so i go lorrrr..
last time nvr say properly..
say i can go back liao
wth -_-'|

anyway,
after dat,お母さんand i went douby gaut(TMD I JUST CANT SPELL IT)
we go shop shop first
den 1pm met 月様 and yimin for TRIDENT!
yepppp i got de trident liaooo
muahahahaha

dun ask me why nvr upload pic
cause they're veh long and veh 麻烦
and 月さま took it to chalet ＝0＝
lololols so mafan still wan bring to chalet!
i noe wat u thinking~ *wink*
getting them back when shes back from chalet ~.~

den, kaasan and me went back to plaza singapura eat lunch
at first i was so dam hungry lor
den food come le..
eat abit 就饱了
＝.＝
veh waste.. cause order alot
so allllllllll 打包回家
muahaha
(still feeling so full now..stomach wan burst liao le )

alvin and huiming
好羡慕迩们～
要一直一直幸福喔～！！！
本丘比特会祝福迩们滴！
记得请喝喜酒＝0＝

2009-06-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

“我记得，你说过，薰衣草的花语是等待爱情。”

　　“是啊，等待爱情。”嘴边的笑变的有些苦涩了。

“传说在很久以前，薰衣草不是现在的紫色，而是白色，纯白的颜色。相传，有那么一座山，山上开满了薰衣草，在薰衣草的尽头住着一个的女孩，她的世界里除了这片山的就没有了其他的，她一直有一个梦想，希望可以去看看外面的世界，她每天都对着薰衣草许愿，希望老天爷可以听到她的祈求。她的愿望没有成真，却为她带来了一个男孩，一个让她学会爱情的男孩。他们相处的很愉快，也很相爱，她每天听着男孩给她讲着外面的世界，她习惯了有男孩在身边的感觉，她习惯了和他两人的世界，她慢慢的不希望自己走出这片山。后来，男孩要走了，临走的时候，他告诉女孩，当这片薰衣草再次开放的时候，他就会回来。可是薰衣草一年又一年的开放，女孩一年又一年的等候，男孩都没有在回来过，女孩变的不开心了，天天以泪洗面，泪水滴在薰衣草上变成了忧郁的紫色。至那以后，女孩慢慢的消瘦，却倔强的相信男孩还会回来，可是，女孩直到离开，男孩也不曾回来过一次，满山的薰衣草感觉到了女孩的忧伤，第二年，薰衣草再次开花的时候，变成了忧伤的紫。”

　　“男孩为什么没有回来，他抛弃了女孩吗？”你皱了皱眉，为那个女孩不值。

　　“不。”我微笑的摇摇头，继续说：“男孩并没有抛弃女孩，男孩一直在为女孩奋斗，可是当他终于有了足够让女孩幸福的能力赶回山上时，女孩已经死了，只留下了满山的紫色薰衣草，所以，薰衣草的花语是等待爱情。”

2009-06-24T20:58:00.000-07:00

很久很久以前，在一个小小的村庄里，有一个女孩子她经常坐在街边，茫然而无辜地望着来来往往的行人，心里默默地说：‘如果真的有天使，我希望他把我的头发变得和别人的一样。“女孩长着一头紫色的长发，在这样一个几乎只有巴掌大小的村庄里，这注定就是悲剧。村里人都认为她是魔鬼的化身，因为人是不可能有紫色头发的。她的母亲很爱她，但是村子里一个很受人尊敬的先知说，如果她的父母不抛弃她的话，灾难就很快降临到全村人头上。她的父母没有办法，只好狠狠心把她赶了出去。
　　没有了依靠，女孩就只能靠自己活着了。但她实在太弱小了，粗活她是做不了的，就算她想做，别人也不愿意请她帮忙。有时候饿了，她就只能到森林里去采点果子充饥。有一天，她在离村子很远的地方发现了漫山遍野的白色小花，那小花香气扑鼻，远在十里之外都能闻到；更绝妙的是，就是站在一大片花田里边，嗅到的香味依然还是淡雅温和，一点也不刺鼻。她从来没有见过这种花，当然更不知道这就是薰衣草。村民们也从来都没有见过，但他们是爱花的。于是她采了一大把洁白的薰衣草，到村里去叫卖。花香吸引了好多村民，他们忍不住掏钱来买。
　　从那以后，女孩就每天都要走很远的路去采薰衣草来卖，村里有一个很穷的孩子，整天跟在她后头，他喜欢这花，他想把花送给自己的妈妈，可是他没有钱买，女孩就每天给他一束。她还经常帮助那些需要帮助的人，比如帮瞎眼的老奶奶洗衣裳，帮驼背的老爷爷摘橄榄。可是受过她帮助的人地位太低了，说的话没分量，所以尽管她很努力、很善良，村民们还是不能接受紫色头发的她。他们在买花的时候不假装看别的地方就是匆匆扔下一把钱，拿走一束花，好象多跟她呆一会儿就会厄运缠身似的。
　　有一天，先知的孙女侮辱了她，还抢走了她所有的薰衣草。她伤心地跑到森林里哭泣。这时有一个很英俊的男孩子走来安慰她……
　　女孩感到又惊讶又开心，因为从来没有人对她如此和善。但她很快就发现这个男孩子眼睛看不见这让她非常伤心。这么好的一个人竟然看不见世界的美丽。比起自己，她觉得这个男孩更加不幸，自己虽然遭到村民们的排斥，但至少还可以看见丰茂的森林，看见清澈的溪流，看见静默的远山，还有手中这洁白如雪的薰衣草。于是她每天都送薰衣草给他，陪他说话。男孩每天总是抱着她前一天送给他的花，站在他们第一次见面的地方等她。
　　有一天，女孩看着男孩手里的花说：‘这可怜的花儿都已经死了！昨天晚上它们还是那么美丽，现在它们的叶子却都垂了下来，枯萎了。它们为什么要这样呢？’
　　你可知道它们做了什么事情吗？’男孩说，‘这些花儿昨天晚上去找你啦！它们知道我看不见，于是都自告奋勇地要替我去保护你。它们差不多每天晚上都要去看你，为你赶走讨厌的蚊子和臭虫。’
　　‘我怎么不知道呢？为什么你不让它们叫醒我呢？’
　　‘因为你睡得太甜美了，它们舍不得吵醒你。’
　　女孩的眼眶红了，从这时起，她下定决心一定要让男孩的眼睛恢复光明，哪怕他看见她以后会嫌弃她。有一天黄昏，女孩卖光了当天早晨采的薰衣草，为了送给那个男孩新鲜的薰衣草，她再次向那个山坡出发。可她实在是太累了，到达山坡以后就睡着了。当她睡着的时候，她听见耳边好像有人在说话。
　　‘她好累了。’
　　‘是啊。’
　　‘她早晨不是来过了吗？为什么现在又来了呢？’
　　‘你不知道吗？她要把最美的花送给森林里的那个男孩……’
　　‘听说那个男孩是个瞎子……’
　　‘就因为他是瞎子，才对我们的小姑娘这么好……’
　　‘有什么办法可以让他看见吗？’
　　‘当然有啦！森林里有一眼泉水，传说是爱神的眼泪，那泉水能让任何人的眼睛恢复光明。’
　　听到这里，女孩一下子就醒了，她睁开眼睛，却什么人也没有看见，但她一点也不害怕，因为她的心很平静，她知道一定是有好心的天使在暗中帮助她。她记住了梦里说的每一句话。她采了一大束花送给那个男孩，对他说，她要去一个很远的地方，过几天才能回来……女孩历经千辛万苦，终于找到了那潭泉水，她小心翼翼地装满了瓶子，兴奋地往回赶。当她把泉水递给男孩的时候，她一点也没有犹豫。她看得出男孩子很兴奋，他的喜悦让她很安慰。就在他将泉水往眼睛上擦的时候，她悄悄地离开了。
　　泉水使男孩子的眼睛恢复了光明。周围有月光从树枝之间射进来，他看到了这个五彩斑斓的世界，也看到了手边洁白如雪的薰衣草，甚至还看到了许多可爱的小山精在快乐地玩耍。但是他却没有看到他心爱的女孩。女孩子悄悄的离开了，她不希望男孩子看到她的模样，看到她紫色的头发。男孩很伤心，但是他却找不到这个女孩。小山精们每天成双成对地骑着树叶和长草上的露珠摇来摇去，可他们谁也不能告诉他，女孩在哪里。
　　有一天，看着手中渐渐枯萎的薰衣草，男孩决定到薰衣草盛开的地方去找寻那个女孩。他不知道那个地方在哪里，但是风儿送来了薰衣草的香气，这香气就像游丝一样，他循着这香气一步步往前走。在太阳落下之前，他终于来到那个开满薰衣草的田野。他第一眼就看到了那个女孩。女孩惊叫着逃走了。男孩子追了过去，一把拉住了她。女孩哭着说：‘我是一个怪物，我们不能在一起……谁跟我在一起，厄运就会降临到谁的头上。’男孩一把拥住女孩，告诉她：‘我不在乎！我爱你！’就在男孩说出这句话的时候，天空中顿时闪起一片光芒，好像满天的星星都在向他们落下，流光飞舞中，女孩头发的颜色化成一片光雾，渗透到所有的薰衣草花瓣上，女孩的头发渐渐变成了金色，光耀夺目，纯白的薰衣草则变成了紫色的海洋……从那以后，薰衣草就一直是紫色的了，人们都说，这花的颜色就是爱情的颜色……”

2009-06-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

把音乐开到了最大
才能掩盖某些声音
为什么
迩还是知道

好讨厌自己
好讨厌..
告诉过自己多少次
为什么还是控制不了
为什么还是要尝试
一定要伤得体无完肤才甘愿么

好讨厌....
俄不要这样..
不要...

2009-06-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

2个月！！！
俄会非常非常想迩的...
一个人要照顾好自己喔
每天都要想俄＝0＝

亲爱的，
俄等迩... ...

2009-06-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

我不哭......

2009-06-20T20:40:00.000-07:00

18岁生日又如何

3年前，2年前的生日
妈妈都忘了
去年的生日如果俄没说的话
她也差点忘记

记得今天1月打电话给爸爸时
妈妈随口提到俄生日
他竟然说：8月十几号啊？
16号吧？

呵

18岁
又如何
俄的事
怎么会有人记得

2009-06-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

终于说到正题了
一直一直在烦恼同一件事情

其实俄明明知道的不是吗
可是就是放不开
俄一直告诉自己
不是俄想的那样
翻着以前的东西
拼命想证明什么
只要有一点点
能够让俄感受到俄想的是错误的
俄就会超级开心

很傻对吗

尝试过逼自己接受
逼自己把事实说出来
可是就是办不到
现在的俄
就好像用尽一切力气来抓住最后一根绳子
不敢去像
如果真的放了的话
会怎么样

为了使那根绳子不要那么快断
俄尽可能的减少自己的要求
丢掉想要的
不求可以被拉上去
只希望能够维持现状
绳子不要断

好难过真的
怎么会那么痛苦
俄到底该怎么做..

2009-06-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

凌晨2点
独自跑到楼下
没想到在家里连能独处的地方都没有

晚上的风很强
很冷
很舒服
果然自然风是冷气和风扇比不上的

新加坡的夜空竟然没有星星
连月亮也不知道跑哪去了

2009-06-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

好寂寞
好无助
最近睡觉时都会缩起来..

以前妈问俄
怎么突然洗澡后穿起长袖上衣了
几年后的今天
她又问
天气那么热还穿长袖？
小时候一直帮迩盖被子
现在那么热还把自己裹得像粽子一样

俄
终于知道为什么了

2009-06-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

原来女人真的是水做的
原来很少的水累积可以湿透整个枕头

眼睛又肿又干
俄以为会像上次一样
每半小时滴3种该死的药水
那痛可真不是能忍受的
持续1星期不能好好睡觉
扯远了＝＝
不过俄左眼的疤好像退地差不多了
虽然看东西还是有一点点蒙

2009-06-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

几天前
妈妈突然打电话告诉俄她差点死掉
工作时腰疼地没办法站
她以为是肾脏有问题...
还好去医院检查了
是另外的原因

当时俄真的不知道该怎么办
在这世上能依靠的只有妈妈了
千万不能出事

每个人都有自己的家庭
自己要烦恼的事
有时说
“有什么事可以告诉俄”
可是其实
告诉了又能怎么样
有几个是可以真心倾听的
又有几个是可以安慰而不是敷衍自己的

俄讨厌被敷衍俄讨厌被同情
讨厌欺骗讨厌食言
很多事
对方都不是出于真心的
那又何必说出来
所以
俄选择独自承受
独自解决一切

2009-06-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

那晚
俄失眠了
早上起床时头超晕
感觉很热可是很冷
不知道怎么形容
一整天都好难受
也吐了好多次
差点被老妈押去急诊
还好她回来时
俄以超强的演技证明自己已经好多了
才不要住医院...
至少现在不行

2009-06-15T20:11:00.000-07:00

kinda busy recently
wif someone
LOL

没什么时间录歌耶..*郁闷*
俄们一起时都在做其他事
表想YY ~.~

话说
俄好想去Kbox ＝0＝
小学／中学／中文系／朋友
谁都可以＝＝
有人要去记得叫俄喔～

ciaoooosssuuu~

update update..

2009-06-12T08:09:00.000-07:00

963，9610。
最近又发生很多事..

1。relationship
只有2个字：幸福～

2。CHS
HOLIDAY~!!!放假了～～～
2个星期..其实还蛮短的~.~
好多好多功课，project，和需要study for test
不过还是比没放假好
起码不用每天walk so long distance
and melt in de sun ＝0＝

3。COSPLAY!
ordered 2 wigs, TYL Mukuro and Chrome
and i was dam shock to noe
chrome cant cosplay D:
her parents dun let her go out this year /:
so... i guess this year will just be me,kuni-chan and tsuki-sama
mukuro ,hibari , tsuna...
actually nt bad la .. can do alot .. *ahem* combination
for me, wig,weapon settle le ,left lens,boots and clothes
for clothes, the 布买好了
cant wait to DIY the coat
so coooool!!!!!

最近缺钱ing T^T
每天搭cab还真要命＝＝
＊握拳望天＊俄会尽量早起滴...(but in the end still...)

土曜日有streetfest喔～
本来要在那时顺便那俄的武器的 (TRIDENT!! <3)
不过因为她自己也需要cosplay
如果带2个trident很麻烦
so..i will get it nxt friday
tsuki 有 chalet(or isit buffet?) and she cant go..
den kuni dunno wat reason cant go too
so .. i oso dun go nor
sad sia..

日曜日和死党一起出去玩＝0＝
不过貌似地点还没决定
新加坡怎么那么小啊！！！
有好的建议吗...
guys..any suggestion on where to go on sunday?

cia-ossuu~ (yea i m still addicted to reborn)

2009-06-06T20:02:00.000-07:00

喜欢你的坏，霸道，占有欲
喜欢你的爱，体贴，甜言蜜语
喜欢你的歌，声音，小提琴
喜欢你的心，自信，做事方法

原来被爱可以如此幸福
原来我也可以被保护

你是我遇到过最完美的男生
从来没有人像你一样
总是知道我在想什么，需要什么

并且给我好多惊喜

过儿
俄爱迩
＝0＝

updates? lolols

2009-06-06T19:37:00.000-07:00

so long nvr blog liao
but its okay as i dun think anyone will read too =0=

alot alot of things happened recently
1.i cut my hair ~.~
yesss! my looooong hair is gooooone
and stop asking why
it get stuck somewhere and i got no choice but to cut it?
kenna burn when doing 南老师's cooking homework?
the actual reason onli one ppl noe

2.CHS
lots lots lots lots of 功课 and 考试things nid do
迎新会ytd, my class perform 2 songs(actually is dance)
and make the whole thing like a 歌友会
而且我竟然是要solo开场，cue “歌迷”，“舞团”和“歌手”进场
oh my tian .. can u believe it -_-
those who noe me since sec sch
i really changed alot...

3.relationship 963
fate? i guess so
i cant believe u actually gave it to me
u spent so much effort to get it done
and u gave it to..me..?
你不知道我有多么感动
当着那么多人，我差点哭了出来
真的没想到... 过儿❤
i love u darling

cia-oossu ~

2009-05-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

yo bitch
u reading this ?
dun 4get
they turned to me is not bcus of my pro-ness
is just because ur RP suck
so
fuck off

今天心情超级差
占了优势竟然还是输了？
其实不是我们没实力
而是最后3分钟被奸人得逞
而且是3帮里最弱的
哼...运气好罢了

喂处女
赢了又怎样？
下次就没那么好运气了

蕾米
来双面夹攻?
呵..最后你自己也什么都没得到

3面争雄
原来在我们最强者一直独霸时
后面2个再怎么不合
也会联合一起攻啊
20人对8人
亏你们想的出啊？
结果还不是80％都是我们的
各位
能撑这么久已经不容易了
下次再来

处女，嚣张吧
看你下次还怎么赢

蕾米，“学乖了吧”这句话
你留着自己用吧

237个人
我会负责的
等着2天后
把腐女灭了

2009-05-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

“你爱我吗？”
“爱！”
“爱多久呢？”
“永远！”
“我相信你”
“我永远爱你，不管你信不信”

如果
说过的话可以不算
爱过的人可以换吗？
真的
能够忘记吗？

2009-05-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

为什么快乐来得慢却走得快呢？
为什么总有一波又一波的风浪不能平静呢？
为什么让自己幸福不容易，让别人幸福也那么困难呢？
如果不在乎便不会受到伤害了吧？
无心则无伤，就同竹子一样，永远那么坚韧。

2009-05-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

又有网友说我绝对不止17岁
苦笑...
其实
伤痛会使人迅速成熟

不管自己愿不愿意...

2009-05-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

有些事，我没资格说什么
不过自己心里有数就好
我不想点破
可能就是配某些人胃口？
反正我是局外人

呵⋯⋯
有时观察能力太强也不是件好事
好恶心
好做作
好...贱...

我现在只希望
下星期不要出现什么意外才好
毕竟是寄托了很多人的希望
不过身为老大
压力真的好大啊
那个人...应该可以信吧？
如果真的是内奸的话
一切就完了...

要幸福喔...

2009-05-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

知道吗？
世界上最得不到爱情的人
是丘比特
yes, cupid

丘比特的任务
是帮助人们获得爱情
可是
当他自己喜欢上人的时候
却还是只能帮助他
让他和另外一个人在一起
因为那是丘比特的职务
飞在一旁
只愿他们能够比自己幸福

永远得不到爱情得丘比特
为了防止自己再受伤
而选择了封闭自己的心

从此
丘比特没有爱
射出去的箭也不再准确
一个人有时会被射好多箭
所以
专一也不再出现。

...

2009-05-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

最近真的好累好累
睡眠不足别管它..
还有好多学业上，家庭，学院，朋友
和好多方面的问题一起来..
身体上的累还能承受
心灵上的痛谁来解救？

有时候说的好听，
“有什么事可以来找我／告诉我”
老师说过，朋友说过，亲人说过，爱人说过
可是，又有谁会真心去理解和安慰自己？
以前尝试过找人诉说
结果所有人不是不在，就是很忙。
即使听了也只是敷衍几句
没有人真正来了解..

所以所以事情还是得自己解决
包括心理上的...

昨晚
我再一次发现了自己的不重要
说过的话，都被忽略...
还遭来对方的怀疑
我真的那么不值得信任吗？

好怕..

好怕以前中学时的我会回来...
我不想再过那样的生活..

不要..

唉...

2009-05-13T21:54:00.001-07:00

细雨飘清风摇凭藉痴心般情长
浩雪落黄河浊任由他绝情心伤
放下吧手中剑我情愿
唤回了心底情宿命尽
为何要孤独绕你在世界另一边
对我的深情怎能用只字片语写的尽写的尽
不贪求一个愿
又想起你的脸朝朝暮暮漫漫人生路
时时刻刻看到你的眼眸里柔情似水
今生缘来世再续情何物生死相许
如有你相伴不羡鸳鸯不羡仙
……
疾风在我耳边驰过，青丝翻飞，衣袂飞扬。
不知是否错觉，在这无止境的坠落中，我的心一片沉寂，竟隐隐听到一阵悠扬悲伤的乐声在耳边似有若无地回荡。
那歌词唱的什么，我很想仔细去辨别，却抵不住意识的逐渐消失。终于，这世间的一切，于我，迷离远去。
远远的似有悲伤的歌声，动人心魄，仍在这世间的入口处，久久回荡，回荡……

情天动青山中阵风瞬息万里云
寻佳人情难真御剑踏破乱红尘
翱翔那苍穹中心不尽
纵横在千年间轮回转
为何让寂寞长我在世界这一边
对你的思念怎能用千言万语说的清说的清
只奢望一次醉
又想起你的脸寻寻觅觅相逢在梦里
时时刻刻看到你的眼眸里缱绻万千
今生缘来世再续情何物生死相许
如有你相伴不羡鸳鸯不羡仙……

la～

2009-05-08T21:40:00.000-07:00

星期四和五是一個星期中最累的！！
幾乎每次都要10點多才可以到家..

最近好忙喔..
一大疊作業等著我
還要去樂隊練習
再加上JTC cosplay and culture 的 CCA
5555...累累累！
睡眠不足造成的熊貓眼幾乎每天都跟著我
難道真的要我學L一樣化個超級黑眼圈妝..?

昨天去了南大孔子府
貌似說到4點結束
可是拖到了蠻晚的...
所以我和sok sin , bernice and ..(OMG whos de other person...
sry i got stm....)
一起搭的士先回學院

回到學院後，
我和violet一起去JTC －culture
結果看了兩個小時的日劇
アタシんちの男子
不錯看喔~~
因為有冷氣和全場暗暗的，
好多人都趴在桌子上睡了~
＊笑~＊
cca結束後，
我們一起去makan place吃晚餐
厄...
我做了件非常白的事＝＝
點果汁時..因為他好像是直接搾的..
然後我看到桌上放著糖..
所以加了兩湯匙..
結果回去暍時.....
發現是咸的..................
.....................
.................................
...........................................

後來我就回家啦~

今天月andくに要来我家~
くに火曜日時學校有cosplay展
可是我火曜日很晚才放學！！
原本她要我去nyjc幫她化裝的說..
所以現在只能今天我先示範給月看..
月再在當天幫くに化裝
加油喔！！！
（反正不是我們的組，
這次不專業也沒關係吧~~
くに的鞋子貌似也還沒好~)
喔呵呵~

またね〜〜
Cia-O~~~

2009-05-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

lol..
i actually thought that i am more important...
naive......
since then i should know right...?
lmao..

2009-05-05T20:05:00.001-07:00

ha.. my blog is dead...~

2009-05-05T20:04:00.001-07:00

其实我不冷酷..
我只是怕生而已...

2009-05-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

today went out wif tsuki and kuni
おサシぶりね〜

cause of last night de sth sth sth..
today wake quite late.
and as a result i was late again la..

we met at 口福 there..
den we was talking..
and tsuki use handphone typed sth....
"the guy behind kuni was follow us since beginning.."
i was like O: ?!!

we drag time sitting at koufu ther..
den kuni give us choco dat time..
dat guy like..
like wan stand up and take choco too..
he was looking and the hand like wan take lidat..
aiya dunno how say=.=

DEN, i give him the u-see-again-i-will-打你-look
haha.. actually just roll my eye at him and use 眼神警告..
lololollll..
den we walk away...
den he really din follow le
O: !!

kay la.. its a good thing..
BUT AM I REALLY DAT SCARY?
i admit i was wearing abit.. erm..
those leather glove is abit.. ERM..................
but i nvr even draw my cute cute de skull on my face eh....
er..

anyway.. i noticed sth..
guys will 离我很远..
no matter is classmates,father?ha.. or even strangers..
maybe i just cant be wif any guys this life.

after the stalking incident,we went get my contact lens
den we came out, and tsuki saw ppl giving out balloon
and she was like OMG I WAN TAKE PIC WIF DE BUNNY!
i saw it too,and we both went acting like small kid and go take balloon
haha~
kuni at beside act like dunno us
but in de end she oso go take balloon la..~

den we went arcade(tmd i cant spell it)
we playplayplayplayplay....shootshootshoot..hithithithit....
till all muscle+hand+wholebody pain.

den..we go eat..
eh? or did we eat le den go arcade ah? nvm..stm..

after eeeverything~
we 3 go my house..
and LOL
the bandage pulling thing again!
this time i really really use knee push against tsuki's 腰
and PULL till her Ecup breast is gone.
MUAHAHAHA!!
oops..
Kufufufu.....

den we watched DMC!!! (detroit metal city not devil may cry)again online~
once again..laugh till dunno like wat...
den we watch hitman reborn together..
den they both went home..
and i play com..
den i blog...
and...
dats...
all...
for
today..........
*cough..mukuro voice*Oooyasumi~ (NYAA~~ q>3

CIA-O~~~~~!

2009-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

昨晚因为某些事气到不行..
晚上没回家..
家里都没地方能让我能够自由地哭的..
想静一下也没办法..所以才出门...

在这世界上我只剩妈妈一个亲人了吧...
可是却不常见面..
她不了解我的事，也不想了解...

其实我有事时，好像根本没有什么人可以诉说的耶..
呵...
昨天还好有Tsuki..不然我真的不知道该怎么办..

ahhhhhhhhhh

2009-05-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

（在这之前...看到没？！！中文的！！！）

终于换blogskin了＝＝
我自己做的喔！！！
虽然不是很好..不过第一次尝试嘛.....
折腾了一整天终于弄好了..
累死我也！！！

最近偶尔遇到某人
发生了一件事让我嗤之以鼻
她自己心里明明想让别人知道的
可是还那么做作..装得好像自己很委屈似的。
超讨厌的.......

在玩的游戏因为没人陪而觉得好无聊...

明天要和 tsuki 出去玩～～
姐妹们好久没有一起聚集的说..
好期待明天 ~

最近kuni 好像因为学校的压力变了个人..
都没时间和我们说话..
tsuki 和我都好难过喔......

下个星期要和chrome一起去拿trident..
可能下个星期就能做好喔！
原本可以来场 tonfa V.S trident 的..
现在好像....不行了吧....

cia-o~

2009-04-28T02:23:00.001-07:00

YES!!!!!!!
I FINALLY GOT MY BURSARY !!
激动-ing!
finally ah.......
after waiting so long and checking everyday...

muahahaha!
go le~

ciaociaociaociao~~~~~~~~

2009-04-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

因为某些人的强烈要求..我终于...又用中文写了blog..
新学校，新生活，新同学，新朋友。
大家都相处地很好喔～～
已经开学一个多星期了吧..
其实还蛮想念以前的朋友的..
大家都因为学校不同而越来越少见面了。
希望我们7月的计划还能照常实行吧！

好想把头发染回紫色..
可是每月的奖学金还没来＝＝
5555...我每天都去察看的说...
每天都让我失望...唉...
我cosplay的衣服啊！！！
全都还没弄呢......＊哭＊
六道骸...5555.....
缺钱的某秋郁闷中...

最近在玩新的游戏喔～
虽然不是下载的，可是因为有人陪着，并不觉得无聊。
游戏的screenshot在我以前的post里有贴着，往下看～

➴魅幻の殿➶的各位...
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加油捐钱啊!!
要提高学院等级喔～！！

ciao ciao ~~~

2009-04-27T04:06:00.000-07:00

so long nvr blog le...
having fever currently..and in my siansian de mood, i m blogging...
life in NP!
er..
wat to say..
met alot new fwens..(yea u guys rawk~)
and fun teachers..except for.. *ahem*

oh ya, good news for my team peeps.
i joined NP de Tsubasa cosplay thingie~
yea.. so i will learn MORE there and MORE...
and guys, no nid afraid of ur face le bah..
kuni-chan~ i will make u a coool hibari.
and a cute tsuna too. aha..
chrome already veh chio liao.. so.. ..
Kufufufufu...
tsuki told me tsubasa is de best cosplay team in sg isit?
dam..headache's making my brain stop working=.=
my sentence structure and everything suck now..

den.. nth le hor?
nxt post will be in chinese...

ciaooo.......................................................................

2009-04-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

蜜指～ミツユビ～シド

端整な容姿　スモークで半減　耳鳴りの奥のエロス
覗き　混んだフロアー二枚の舌で　探り合う　宵　本意です

先行投資　飛んで　損害　見透かした嘘　狂気デイズ
すべて　ひっくるめても　アンタ　十分　魅惑的且つ好意です

愛してよ　ねぇ愛してよ　愛してよ　ブルウに
愛してよ　ねぇ愛してよ　深く壊して

駄々　ソファーに　抜け殻を　一枚ずつ乱暴にお願い
理由その他　後付　急ぐべきよ　非常に結構

浴槽内　醜態と泡　入り乱れたら　ハイに愛撫
それを恥ずべき頃と　言うなら　持ち合わせは御座いません

交流　親睦　お好きなネイミングで下してよ
二回表の開始　お行儀　欲　お仕置き待機　出来ません

愛してよ　ねぇ愛してよ　愛してよ　メロウに
愛してよ　ねぇ愛してよ　ひどく溶かして

漏れた音　掻き集め　湿度を楽しむ　余裕と爪
天井に近づけば　褒美　差出人　残さず
そっと常温で　戴こうかしら　権利受け渡し
胸元　点して　済印　請う　三つ指、ついて

愛してる　ねぇ愛してる　愛してる　ルーズに
愛してる　ねぇ愛してる　汚化してあげる

駄々　ソファーに　抜け殼を　一枚ずつ乱暴にお願い
理由その他　後付　急ぐべきよ　頂戴

漏れた音　掻き集め　湿度を楽しむ　余裕と爪
天井に近づけば　褒美　差出人　残さず
そっと常温で　戴こうかしら　権利受け渡し
胸元　点して　済印　請う　蜜指、突いて

2009-04-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

DEAD BLOG!
yea . dead -_-
nvm.. i dun think anyone will read oso..

anyway!
poly gonna start soon!!! NOOOooo...~~!
and i got so little time left to rest and play..
so recently, i play a online game.
kinda addicted to it
lolol..
its in chinese..so yea..
gangs~ cant play wif me ):

sunday actually going out wif tsuki de..
i wan see de jacket..
den sch de software thingie 害我cannot go ..
so troublesome..

currently my sch monday start at 1pm and thurs at 2pm.
tue,wed,fri start at 9am..
friday end lesson at 7pm.....
hope no homework? =.=

here are some pics from de gamee..

2009-03-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

COSPLAY UPDATE.

this year's cosfest are..
july 11,12 at downtown east
aug 13,14,15,16 at suntec
others nt sure going anot yet.

cosplay ppl,
meet at CCK MRT nxt week sat 4th Apr 3pm.

things to bring :
Hibari: costume,wig,hibado,tonfa,binder,armband.

Tuna: er... things dat u got alrdy. i nt sure if u getting anything nxt week b4 sat. so yea.. everything.

Chrome: costume

Me: make-up kit. (i haven done any mukuro thingie yettttt)

View : camera.

YT: er... nt cfm if going anot yet.

and most importantly. guys! rmb to bring URSELF!
no last min back off.

kay.. dun disappoint me again like last time.
cya on sat.

ciao ciao!

2009-03-29T02:23:00.000-07:00

ytd went to collect chrome/josephine's costume
meeting her at 3pm,
so b4 dat
me and huiqing(helper) meet at 12
den went plaza sing play

spent 2 hrs at plaza sing..
den we go chinatown..
view keep msg me asking whether i wanna go liang court too see cosplay thingie
budden after collecting costume
no time le..
so..
i din go after all.

den on mrt..
me and view notice we on same train O:
dunno how he find me..
and we chat abt cosplay thingie.
online fren for 4 years
finally 'accidentally' meets.
lolol

reached hougang at around 4?5?6? ah dunno.
bought 3 tops at HGmall
den msg everyone abt the meeting nxt week
11pm~ finally reach home.

chrome taking pic in changing room. skirt abit tight ._.

got tired of my black and red checkerd nails.
so i remove them.
^ original nails w/o anything applied onto.

ciao ciao~

2009-03-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

DIY nails again.
i cant find a way to put my skull on pics..
macbook kinda confusing..
i oso lazy explore.
so yea.
Skullie will be back as soon as i got photoshop.

ciao ciao

2009-03-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

*its Detroit Metal City. NOT Devil May Cry ...*

movieee~
today .. tsuki-sama came my house to make up
den we go get her wallet (ryohei is extreme today..)
and we went plaza sing see movieeee~
ticket for 2.xx and 3.xx time slot all gone..
so we waited for 2hr 15 min for the 4.30 one.

while waiting, we went action city again!
played the.. erm.. wats dat?
super mario helicopter knocking down chips? err...
den we go daiso..
and go spotlight(yea just to kill time)
oh btw.. in spotlight..
we came out of alot CRAZY ideas abt cosplay
LOLOL!
i wun say here in case ppl will puke..

finally 4.30.. went movie..
dam advertisement abt de horror movie..
isit unborn? uh i nt sure..
i was hugging tsuki-sama,
finger blocking ear..
eye close tight..
tsuki-sama used popcorn to help me block..
and i shivering...... (dun laugh...-_-)

den finally.. DMC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-kenichi wif mushroom head..
- "yes i do"
- "only for the top to hav this style"
- the scene in toilet....
- when he finally returns, dat crowd behind...
- the 2nd last song he sang.....
- "hes punishing us! "
if u watch.. u will noe wat i talking abt. ha
AND EVERYTHING!!!! we were laughing like mad..
tsuki-sama almost no voice in de end.
and i laughed and cried.
AHHH NICEE!!!

although kenichi matsuyama had dat idiotic hairstyle and poses,
it din really ruin his image.
seriously,
he rock.
yea.
sugoi actor!
nice movie.
the song.. impact.. everything.

i wan watch again ._.
PPL~ GO WATCH!!! its worth it!

Ciao~!

2009-03-19T02:57:00.000-07:00

Kuni chan's advanced birthday celebration!!!!
kuni and tsuki came my house at morning,
tsuki bought a bday cake for kuni.

we were singing.. happy advance birth to uuuu~
and zhu ni sheng ri kuai le~~~
and tanjoubi omedetou~~
lmao..

after dat we go far east plaza and get binders for cosplay.
tsuki and kuni got the binders..den go toilet try
tsuki's..erm.. boobs O: too big..
so i helped her to buckle and zip the binder
i was like.. use knee push her butt den trying dam hard to pull the binder..
den tsuki 'hugging' the toilet door.. den i 1.2,3, PULL!
lolololol
we were ahh ahh ahhh! ahh-ing in the toilet..(dun think y y xD)
but the result like..hmm.. not veh obvious..
and they decide to use bandages over binders
(haa haa.. cannot breathe i laugh.. )

den we went pasi ris.. eh how spell..
go get hibari wig for kuni chan~
we went pan-in-the-box find Yimin
and try out hibari's wig.
cause dun hav wig hat, we tried to stuff Kuni chan's head in the wig..
(does dat sound weird? ahh nvm..)
and yea. she look like old ah ma wif a bump behind..(dun kill me!)
so we go toa payoh bought a wig hat
oh btw. we took bus88 from pasiris bus interchange to tpy
i fall aslp on bus few times..
staring at mao....

when we get down.. all of us got wobbbly legs
and feel like vomiting ._.
anyway kuni bought the wig hat and try the wig again in de changing room
and it work!
still nid to style and trim the wig abit

birthday cake!
packed one piece for yimin ..
but de box too small ..
and we squeeeze de cake in it
it look kinda gross >< or should i say it's really gross ._.
i wonder if Yimin will eat it.. ha..haha...

KUNI CHAN! 17 LE ORH!!! :DDDDD

Ciao ciao~!!!!

2009-03-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

went suntec wif tsuki and kuni on monday~ (ha.. now den update..)
we go sweet machine ..wanna get da penguin.
and finally~ we got 1 big and 1 small one.
budden.. theres still few tries.
AND A STUPID MAGIC DUST STUCKED AT THE EDGE..
we was like..
MUST DROP IT!
den continue inserting coins..
i was like. running here and there exchanging to game coins.
and de dam magic dust just wun drop..
we were reaching jackpot again le..
so decide to get jackpot again..
when still left 3 turns to jackpot..
the checker go struck the dam jackpot thingie..
and we was like.. WTF?!
alrdy waste so many $.. onli left 3 turns den it tio jackpot..
*pulls hair*
a guy beside was staring at us..
3 mad girls screaming and swearing. *ahem*
anyway.. got another 2 penguins.

after dat.. we went to de.. de .. wat shop ah?
and split our sweeets~

SWEETS!! filled the table. some drop on floor .. table too small ._.

yay~ ^^V kuni chan and tsuki sama de fingers~

Star! muahaaa

hand buried under sweets O:

after spliting.. i got the pacifier!! xDD

Behind left: Mumu(mukuro?) Behind right :Maomao (MAO<3)
Infront is Kuni chan's Chiro and Tsuki sama's Nene~
cant really differentiate which is which though.. ><

LOLed @ this..

dats all for monday~
Ciao ciao!

cosplay update

2009-03-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

Cosplay Update

Hibari
Done: costume, wig, hibado, tonfa,armband,binder
In process : shoe
Waiting : lens.

Tsuna
Done: jacket, wig,shoe,binder
In process : costume,glove
Waiting : lens,flame

Chrome
Done: costume
In process : trident, eye patch,shoe.
Waiting : wig, lens,belt,skulls.

2009-03-15T05:01:00.000-07:00

bored.. random click and come across this. FEED IT PPL!
Mukuro
Hibari
Chrome
Gokudera
Lambo
Yamamoto
Tsuna
Ryohei
Squalo

2009-03-15T02:16:00.000-07:00

シド！！　私の好きなもの =D 見張る〜

2009-03-07T05:09:00.000-08:00

suddenly feel like posting my olvl work here.
all return back to sch. some din even take pic
HEART PAIN!!!

dunno y.. some pic de size abit wrong..
and horizontal become vertical..

i.. love u so much..
fallen so deep..
every night just cant stop thinking of u..
wanna be wif u.. but,
if i hint u alittle..
u wun reply me..
so.. i dun dare to tell u.. at all..
its just my own one-sided love..

2009-03-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

polyy

2009-03-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

YAY I GOT IN CHS COURSE IN NP!!
after interview at moe a month ago.. it say will contact me after 2 to 3 wks
i thought i was not performing well during the interview..
den after 2 wks.. still nth ..
wanted to give up.. cause my nyp game design de thingie come le
and i must go cfm it by 10march ..
so.. just dat day i wan to give up..
mum brings up a letter from moe.. wif her hands shaking..
SLOWLY... we open it..
AND YES I GOT IN DE COURSE!!!
lmao
we was like.. jumping here and there.. calling everyone.
cause.. no nid pay sch fees and every month can get $800 xD

The thing i m worry abt now.. is the health check.
i scare my eye cant pass ._.
last time dat stupid infection.. now still left a scare on my eye ):
hope i can pass bah!!
*shiver at blood test* i dun wan poke by neeeeedleeeee T.T

-regretting now.. i wan go out wif tsuki and kuni T___T
*emo emo emo emo!*
i wan the penguin!! tsuki sama say wan gimme momo le..superrr happy xD
but i still wish i went wif them dat day.. sound so fun lorr..

oya (ah mukuro sama~) my com fixed !!
finally.. all the keys can be pressed..

looking forward to the nxt date wif tsuki sama and kuni chan(hides ur tonfa so u cant kami korosu me)

ciao ciao~!

2009-02-18T00:17:00.000-08:00

HITMAN REBORN COSPLAY!

Repost. this july's cosplay..

we nid quite alot ppl..
there are many characters to choose from.
list : Hibari Kyouya| Tsunayoshi Sawada |Yamamoto Takeshi| Ryohei Sasagawa |Gokudera Hayato |Rokudo Mukuro(must be cool ,hot,handsome,tall,nice body.LOL) Lambo(5,15,25)| Chrome Dokuro |Byakuran| Irie Shoichi| Lal.mirch| yuri| MM |Ken Joushima| Chikusa Kakimoto| Gianini(LOL)| i-pin |Belphegor| Ginger Bread |Birds(ah who will -_-)| Levi |Gloxnia| Squoalo |Xanxus |Lussuria| Gamma| Genkishi| Alice |Hepbern| Sasagawa Kyouko| Baisana| Fuuta |Basil |Dr.Shamal| Dino} Haru Miura| Bianki |Reborn| colonello |Spanner. and alot more ..

of course.. not all characters are needed.
as long as have like.. more than 6 is ok.
those who like anime or hitman reborn but dun wan cosplay,
u still can come and be helper.
it will be fun making all the swords and costumes and helping players make up .

most importantly.. GUYS! DUN BE SHY!
alot ppl tell me "dun wan leh.. i very ugly" bla bla
it doesnt matter.. i've seen much more worst cosplayers at cosfest.
short and fat ones who dun even bother to make up..
others who's costumes do not look like the character at all
SO.. nvm deeeee!
its really really veh fun to cosplay, and just once in life nia
just treat it as an experience!
hope can hear more ppl joining

current:
Leader-Aki -- MAYBE mukuro(Venus1991915@hotmail.com)
Leader/Cosplayer -Tsuki -- Tsuna ( liyan_i-luv-wolf@hotmail.com)
Leader/Cosplayer-Kuni -- Hibari Kyouya ( Ac3magi@hotmail.com)
Cosplayer-Alex -- Yamamoto Takeshi ( magenium@hotmail.com )
Cosplayer-marcus -- Future Reborn ( akatsuki_cy@hotmail.com )
Cosplayer-Josephine -- Chrome Dokuro ( jian_jo2004_6@hotmail.com)
Cosplayer-Jaggy-- Ryohei ( freakz_rule@hotmail.com )
Helper-view -- ( muiviewmeng@hotmail.com )
Helper-Yi ting -- ( teddybearyt@hotmail.com )
Helper-Hui Qing -- ( huiqinggg@hotmail.com )
Helper- Libra -- ( En_ticing@hotmail.com )

-just walking ard in the costume at cosfest. not performing.
some other needed items
- wigs
- block lenses
- costumes
- weapons

To cosplayes: pls go research on the person u cosplaying.
their poses, actions, words they say, ppl they like or dun like. etc.

To helpers : u guys nid help in carrying things , take pics, fix things, drag cosplayer who dun dare to do some things( q:)

Notice:Meeting at 1st march, 11.30am at marina bay mrt

ciao ciao~!

2009-02-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

feeling bored.. so draw mukuro (kay no link..)

roughly outline..

darken outline...

final work..

kay i noe my phone de camera suck..
feel like drawing a A2 Mukuro
paint it and paste on my ceiling ._.
*eyes in heart shape*

hope u could notice me more..
and.. talk to me instead of replying me..

ciao ciao..

2009-02-16T05:30:00.000-08:00

I.. cant stop thinking of him...
Ever since dat day i saw him..
He caught my attention among all the other guys.
I just looked at him.. w/o any further approach.
He din notice me..i guess.
At least.. not noeing dat i alrdy fallen in love wif him.
I thought i could 4get him veh soon..
but i was wrong.
At night.. i cant slp and just keep on thinking of him..
but yea.. i m not worth for anyone to love,
and.. not fit to be in love.
So.. to myself..
pls give up soon, and nvr ever fall in love so easily. again.

2009-02-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

hair extension!!!!
yeaa! ytd tsuki pei me go extend hair, spent $191 ._.
we went far east de 1 shop.
de 2 stylist wan me sit down den they chat in their own language
AND.. i was so shock to realize.. they were talking my hometown de language!
so.. we started talking in other languages dat tsuki cant understand..(kufufufu)
and shes was there playing my psp.
spent around 2 hr in dat shop.
in de end.. i extended.. erm.. 130 strands of hair..(i think so )
tsuki onli extend 3 red strands of hair O:
after dat.. went mum de work place.
the ppl there was like so shocked to see me lor ><

nite time.. go home lee..
maid saw me and screamed say i look like jo... nvm ._.

PICS~ dun puke. hard to take pic at nite..

random pic. 169!!!!!!!! LOL

Before.

After

Blue highlight

White fridge highlight ~

2009-02-03T02:43:00.000-08:00

HITMAN REBORN COSPLAY!

cause of 'aggressive' response
i m gonna say the details abt this cosplay thing this year july
we wan form our own hitman reborn team..so...
anyone interested pl0x contact me xD

we nid quite alot ppl..
there are many characters to choose from.
list : Hibari Kyouya| Tsunayoshi Sawada |Yamamoto Takeshi| Ryohei Sasagawa |Gokudera Hayato |Rokudo Mukuro(must be cool ,hot,handsome,tall,nice body.LOL) Lambo(5,15,25)| Chrome Dokuro |Byakuran| Irie Shoichi| Lal.mirch| yuri| MM |Ken Joushima| Chikusa Kakimoto| Gianini(LOL)| i-pin |Belphegor| Ginger Bread |Birds(ah who will -_-)| Levi |Gloxnia| Squoalo |Xanxus |Lussuria| Gamma| Genkishi| Alice |Hepbern| Sasagawa Kyouko| Baisana| Fuuta |Basil |Dr.Shamal| Dino} Haru Miura| Bianki |Reborn| colonello |Spanner. and alot more ..

of course.. not all characters are needed.
as long as have like.. more than 6 is ok.
those who like anime or hitman reborn but dun wan cosplay,
u still can come and be helper.
it will be fun making all the swords and costumes and helping players make up .

most importantly.. GUYS! DUN BE SHY!
alot ppl tell me "dun wan leh.. i very ugly" bla bla
it doesnt matter.. i've seen much more worst cosplayers at cosfest.
short and fat ones who dun even bother to make up..
others who's costumes do not look like the character at all
SO.. nvm deeeee!
its really really veh fun to cosplay, and just once in life nia
just treat it as an experience!
hope can hear more ppl joining

-just walking ard in the costume at cosfest. not performing.
-there got alot anime de things at cosfest too. eg vongola rings,reborn hat, other anime stuff, alot alot items to buy.

current:
Leader-Tsuki -- Tsuna ( liyan_i-luv-wolf@hotmail.com)
Leader-Kuni -- Hibari Kyouya ( Ac3magi@hotmail.com)
Leader-Me -- MAYBE mukuro(Venus1991915@hotmail.com)
Cosplayer-Alex -- Yamamoto Takeshi ( magenium@hotmail.com )
Cosplayer-marcus -- Future Reborn ( akatsuki_cy@hotmail.com )
Cosplayer-Josephine -- Chrome Dokuro ( jian_jo2004_6@hotmail.com)
Cosplayer-Jaggy-- Ryohei ( freakz_rule@hotmail.com )
Helper-view -- ( muiviewmeng@hotmail.com )
Helper-Yi ting -- ( teddybearyt@hotmail.com )
Helper-Hui Qing -- ( huiqinggg@hotmail.com )

some other needed items
- wigs
- block lenses
- costumes
- weapons

To cosplayes: pls go research on the person u cosplaying.
their poses, actions, words they say, ppl they like or dun like. etc.

To helpers : u guys nid help in carrying things , take pics, fix things, drag cosplayer who dun dare to do some things( q:)

ciao ciao~!

2009-01-18T01:17:00.000-08:00

kay.. i m forced to post this pic..
and i m NOT going to remove it ._.

2 more days.. and i m gone O:
its so nice to hav frens. and buy presents for them.
Tsuki-sama...Kuni-Chan
i din noe its so fun wif them
cant imagine how boring my holiday will be..
if i din noe these 2 best friends ❤.
my life.. seems abit more meaningful now.
really nice knowing u 2..
haa..dun be shy~
あなたたち. とてもありがとう..

Ciao ciao~!

2009-01-17T19:33:00.000-08:00

HITMAN REBORN COSPLAY!

cause of 'aggressive' response
i m gonna say the details abt this cosplay thing this year july
we wan form our own hitman reborn team..so...
anyone interested pl0x contact me xD

we nid quite alot ppl..
there are many characters to choose from.
list : Hibari Kyouya Tsunayoshi Sawada Yamamoto TakeshiRyohei SasagawaGokudera HayatoRokudo Mukuro(must be cool ,hot,handsome,tall,nice body.LOL) Lambo(5,15,25) Chrome DokuroByakuran Irie Shoichi Lal.mirch yuri MM Ken Joushima Chikusa Kakimoto Gianini(LOL) i-pin Belphegor Ginger Bread Birds(ah who will -_-) Levi Gloxnia Squoalo Xanxus Lussuria Gamma Genkishi Alice Hepbern Sasagawa Kyouko Baisana Fuuta Basil Dr.Shamal Dino Haru Miura Bianki Reborn colonello Spanner. and alot more ..

of course.. not all characters are needed.
as long as have like.. more than 6 is ok.
those who like anime or hitman reborn but dun wan cosplay,
u still can come and be helper.
it will be fun making all the swords and costumes and helping players make up .

most importantly.. GUYS! DUN BE SHY!
alot ppl tell me "dun wan leh.. i very ugly" bla bla
it doesnt matter.. i've seen much more worst cosplayers at cosfest.
short and fat ones who dun even bother to make up..
others who's costumes do not look like the character at all
SO.. nvm deeeee!
its really really veh fun to cosplay, and just once in life nia
just treat it as an experience!
hope can hear more ppl joining

-just walking ard in the costume at cosfest. not performing.
-there got alot anime de things at cosfest too. eg vongola rings,reborn hat, other anime stuff, alot alot items to buy.

current:
Tsuki -- Tsuna
Me -- MAYBE mukuro(if cant find a perfect guy ..)
Kuni -- Hibari Kyouya
Alex -- Yamamoto Takeshi
marcus -- future reborn
Josephine -- Chrome Dokuro
jaggy-- considering(Ryohei)
view -- helping
Yi ting -- helping/ cosplaying
Hui Qing -- helping
Andre -- maybe helping

by the way.. if i can get in the moe thing,
i may sponsor some of the clothes or wigs or props xD

ciao ciao~!

2009-01-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

today..me and Tsuki Sama + Kuni chan went tomson plaza(dunno how spell).
we went pet shop and saw そご可愛い hamsters!
they are like.. 1 brown little ball and 1 white little ball squeezing tgt. . awuu..><>
tsuki wan just a random passer by, propably a cat ear one. (lmao)
and me... kufufufu...
but i thinking abt perming my hair and extending..
so not so sure abt whom i gonna cosplay yet.

then tsuki'a parents arrived.
as we were walking towards her parent's car....
I FALL DOWN AGAIN.
3RD TIME THIS MONTH.. (k stop laughing)
wahh.. dam suay sia..wats wrong wif me this month..
toe bone brk.. tail bone dunno wat happen again..
now knee po pi, left arm like dislocate lidat.. (but din la)
poor me T_T

and den..now..
yea reached home.. and blogging..
k dats all for today.

some pics of those bunnies.

2009-01-15T23:55:00.000-08:00

THX JAGGY!

i received jaggy's present today
he bought for me at aus.. for 65
really really really happy when i got it xDD
here are some pics~

Bracelet

choker

once again~ thx jaggy!!
<3333 Lolita!

Ciao ciao~!

2009-01-14T20:56:00.000-08:00

REGISTERED!!
code course--------------------------------------------COP-----SCH
N70 Chinese Studies-------------------------------14 -------NP
N88 Chinese Media and Communication --N-------NP
C59 Digital Media Design ( Games) ----------N-------NYP
N78 Digital Visual Effects-----------------------15-------NP
C61 Digital Media Design (Animation)-----N-------NYP
C57 Digital Visual Effects------------------------N--------NYP
C94 Business Management---------------------16-------NYP
C93 Media Studies and Management-------15-------NYP
N83 Optometry-------------------------------------N--------NP
C64 Interior Design -------------------------------18--------NYP
C96 Banking and Finacial Services---------14--------NYP
N61 Business Information Technology----14--------NP
i changed 2 courses when registering.. but 4get which 2.
hope can get in my 1st choice!!
and if i can get the moe teaching thingie..
which onli take in 20 students,
-no nid pay sch fees
-no nid pay go overseas de fees
-every month can get $800 for first 3 years
-every month $1750 for last year at NIE
nice xD but onli take in 20 ppl!
and Chinese Studies also take in 20 ppl onli..so total is 40.
ahhhhhhh dunno can get in anot...

ciao ciao~!

2009-01-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

went sch take results 2 days ago..
-outside sch gate- (students with dyed hair and not in school uniform are to come back at 4pm --Mr Chong)
i sprayed my hair black at home alrdy.. but still can see its dyed..
sneaked into sch.. and saw my form teacher ..
she say.. y are u hiding there? horr dye hair ah! ><
and she leaves~
den me and pan pan + mushroom + ah ling they all, went halllll
ppl all sitting around randomly

finally 2pm!
Chong chong on stage threaten us again,
"ppl wif inappropriate hair and uniform pls leave blah blah"
den he start come down and pull out students D:
alot boys kenna pull out.. den he walk near me.. point at my direction
"u out"
man xuan was infront of me. and she went out..
dunnoe chong chong was pointing to me or her.. cause my hair colour seems worst den hers.
wanted spray summore black de.. but dat gatsby thing use finish le! awuu..
after a while.. he come down pull ppl out again! (cause alot came back)
to my..horror? he look look at me.. den shake head and walk behind pull other guys out O:

haa . anyway, i was still there after the talk start xD
dolly ong crap for half hr.. and finally got to take my result..
and i got... 13 O: unexpected..

Eng:C5| HCL:A2 | CL:A1 | Math:B3 | SC:B3 |Art:A2| Humans: D7 ><

dam tyco sia..
my math and sc always F9 de.. suddenly jump to B3
i was expecting my overall to be more than 16 at least..
haa nvm~ hope can get in de course i wan.

ciao ciao!

2008-12-15T23:29:00.001-08:00

vids

2008-12-13T21:38:00.000-08:00

yea i noe the quality sux.. dun complain..
i was sitting quite far away, + din bring camera.
so use my phone's camera ):
time too long le.`. i cut a lot of scenes.

AND! not i laughing.. not i talking.. -_-
dats not meeeeeee

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cosfest

2008-12-13T20:44:00.000-08:00

Went expo ytd and meet up wif some my sch de peeps.
cosfest is fun! but i din take much pics as i din bring my camera ._.
so..yea... the pic's quality sux ..

btw, i saw the 5yearold lambo, 15 yearold lambo and 25 yearold lambo walking tgt..
more den 5 ppl cosplay Hibari..(wif hibado on shoulder)
L walked pass me and he's look exactly as Kenichi Matsuyama..(too many ppl and hes walking veh fast.. so i din get de chance to take pic D:)

There was a sweet lolita white umbrella.. kawaii! wanted to buy.. but it cost $97......T_T

anyway, here are some pics i took ~

Chains . bought it at $20

i got my mist vongola ring! kufufufu..

Sakura and shao ran

large group..

Zack and Aerith.He's cool...

Tsuki sama's fav! Ushishishi Bel..

Hitman reborn!left: Byakuran(cant really see), adult i-pin, 25years old lambo, dunno who, Yamamoto , Haru(i think), chikusa, dat gal..,Chrome,Ken,Mukuro sama...

byakuran's good..

dollfies.

Hes a boy!
my classmate's sis .

2 vids coming up!

2008-12-12T04:17:00.000-08:00

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ開けば
あの日の記憶蘇るでしょう
安らぎに照らされて　花を咲かせた夜は
甘くせつなく　色づいていく

光る糸を辿るように　時間(とき)は静かに流れて
満ち引く揺れに添いながら　人は生まれ変わる

貴方の微笑みは　胸を溶かすぬくもり
どこかで見た　淡い夢のよう
沈む夕日に　今を切り取られても
二人の影は重なっていく

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

永い眠りほどいて　今宵めぐり逢えたら
二人の輪廻曲(ロンド)　さあ　踊りましょう

過ぎた日々を流すように　月はやさしく潤んで
記憶の先にもう一度　愛しさが溢れた

貴方の年月を　二重に歩めるなら
影となって　守っていたい
吹き迷う風　二人を遠ざけても
信じることを忘れないで

宛てない煌めき　儚い揺らめき　漂う幻のように
彷徨いながらも　変わらない場所へ　やっとたどり着いた事
闇が陽を奪い　嘘が罪に泣き　過去が未来を裂いても
巡りゆく様に　きっとこの場所を　私は選んでいたの

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ散る時
優しい朝に染められるでしょう
そして生まれ変わって　貴方の胸に咲けば
二人の愛は永遠になる

rain..

2008-12-10T23:03:00.000-08:00

Its raining so heavily .
i m alone at home. again.
my laptop screen dotted wif water ._.

*super emo on rainy days* of course. its romantic IF i m wif someone i love (ah impossible..)

Another nth-to-do-day at home
(omg a leaf fly in through window! tmd.. ruined my mood)

Audi seem bored w/o hubby.. entry gang some quit, some busying wif other things.
Maple.. too pro = not fun
Pefect world = play alone = more sian.
no online games for me now.. no no..

rain stopped.

answered my mum's call just now.
She said my primary sch teacher (at my hometown) contact her and said her son wan come sg study..
My mum agreed. and he will be staying wif me
Tmd. i cant even rmb who my teacher is lor.
Anyway.. i dunno wat will happen if he come.
i had never really be close with "male creature" b4. hmm yea..
Guess my peaceful life is coming to an end.. (NOOOooooo...!!)

Oh ya! i sewed a teddy.
heard from somewhere..

"因为在店里买的熊宝宝都不知道它的完成日，所以替熊宝宝取名字，系上锻带的那一天，就是熊宝宝的生日。” 还有啊 “只要在你亲手做的熊宝宝身上绣上自己的名字，再把它送给喜欢的人，就可以和喜欢的人心心相印..."

it may not be true.. but its so sweet rite..
my teddy .. i decide to keep it till that guy appears.

ciao ciao~

wed

2008-12-09T22:47:00.000-08:00

为什么有这个blog。其实只是我宣泄情绪的地方。
comment or wat. i dun really care.
喜欢我还是讨厌我，都没差。

最近心情好低落 , 在网上看着别人的故事 , 为他们开心 , 难过 , 结果让自己更想恋爱
他的生日快到了.. 可是如果我联系他的话 , 他应该会很困扰吧
都快三年了.. 我还是无法忘记他.. 虽然我们真正在一起的时间 , 加起来少过两个月
可我就是没有办法.... 没办法把他从我心里消除...
电脑的backspace 坏了.... 心里的backspace 也坏了

天... 还在下雨
其实我只是想要有人陪 , 想开心时和人分享 , 想不开心时有人倾诉 , 想心碎时有肩膀能依靠
可能是因为从小没有父爱 , 我很想知道... 被男人疼爱是什么感觉
可是... 几乎只剩碎片的心... 已经不敢再去爱

在人前的假面具 , 我好想摆脱... 却因对人的不信任 , 而迟迟无法得偿所愿
渴望爱 , 却不敢爱的我 , 该怎么办...

Cried myself to sleep last night.
现在的我 , 每天无所事事
身边的人 , 都有自己想珍惜的人 , 和想在一起的对象 , 又有谁会想起我呢

好无助.... 好无奈.....
那时在住院 , 我想如果我病了 , 会有人关心吗?
如果我消失了 , 会有人察觉吗？
如果我走了 , 会有人记得吗？

first post

2008-12-08T20:24:00.000-08:00

First blog of moi O: dunnoe wat to say >_>
Holidays = bored bored bored !

Stay at home almost everyday. someone.. call me out leh ._.

I bleached my hair twice and dye once within 5 days D:
At first just wanna make it to almost-white-yellow-colour,
but it turn out to be like brown.. not light enough.
So i bleach it again after 2 days.
This time de colour become gold ._. its kinda scary -.-
My mum came back , scolded me like pig head ..
The next day , she bth and drag me to saloon dye hair to purple ><
On the way to saloon i met yin xia O:
Guess she laugh her way back..
My hair is in super bad condition now..

Oh ya. Me and Tsuki Sama + Hibari (ahem) went kbox after dat.
As we were walking.. a ang mo stop infront of me and said sth.
I thought he was salesman or sth..
den Tsuki Sama told me he said ' u guys look good ' ( i think so..)
hmm yea.. He had good taste i can say. LOL

Anyway.. i DIY nail art today. <3 black & white!