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❤ Monday, December 15, 2008

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 11:29 PM |

❤ Saturday, December 13, 2008

vids

yea i noe the quality sux.. dun complain..
i was sitting quite far away, + din bring camera.
so use my phone's camera ):
time too long le.`. i cut a lot of scenes.

AND! not i laughing.. not i talking.. -_-
dats not meeeeeee

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❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 9:38 PM |

cosfest

Went expo ytd and meet up wif some my sch de peeps.
cosfest is fun! but i din take much pics as i din bring my camera ._.
so..yea... the pic's quality sux ..

btw, i saw the 5yearold lambo, 15 yearold lambo and 25 yearold lambo walking tgt..
more den 5 ppl cosplay Hibari..(wif hibado on shoulder)
L walked pass me and he's look exactly as Kenichi Matsuyama..(too many ppl and hes walking veh fast.. so i din get de chance to take pic D:)

There was a sweet lolita white umbrella.. kawaii! wanted to buy.. but it cost $97......T_T

anyway, here are some pics i took ~

Chains . bought it at $20

i got my mist vongola ring! kufufufu..

Sakura and shao ran

large group..

Zack and Aerith.He's cool...

Tsuki sama's fav! Ushishishi Bel..

Hitman reborn!left: Byakuran(cant really see), adult i-pin, 25years old lambo, dunno who, Yamamoto , Haru(i think), chikusa, dat gal..,Chrome,Ken,Mukuro sama...

byakuran's good..

dollfies.

Hes a boy!

my classmate's sis .

2 vids coming up!

Labels: Aki

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 8:44 PM |

❤ Friday, December 12, 2008

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ開けば
あの日の記憶蘇るでしょう
安らぎに照らされて　花を咲かせた夜は
甘くせつなく　色づいていく

光る糸を辿るように　時間(とき)は静かに流れて
満ち引く揺れに添いながら　人は生まれ変わる

貴方の微笑みは　胸を溶かすぬくもり
どこかで見た　淡い夢のよう
沈む夕日に　今を切り取られても
二人の影は重なっていく

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

永い眠りほどいて　今宵めぐり逢えたら
二人の輪廻曲(ロンド)　さあ　踊りましょう

過ぎた日々を流すように　月はやさしく潤んで
記憶の先にもう一度　愛しさが溢れた

貴方の年月を　二重に歩めるなら
影となって　守っていたい
吹き迷う風　二人を遠ざけても
信じることを忘れないで

宛てない煌めき　儚い揺らめき　漂う幻のように
彷徨いながらも　変わらない場所へ　やっとたどり着いた事
闇が陽を奪い　嘘が罪に泣き　過去が未来を裂いても
巡りゆく様に　きっとこの場所を　私は選んでいたの

果てしなく遠く　限りなく深く　交わった運命のように
何度もつかんで　何度も失って　やっと廻り合えた事
空が地を求め　花が雨を待ち　夜が明日を恋うように
二つの心が　一つだったこと　こんなにも求めてたの

白い薔薇の花びら　ひとつふたつ散る時
優しい朝に染められるでしょう
そして生まれ変わって　貴方の胸に咲けば
二人の愛は永遠になる

Labels: Aki

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 4:17 AM |

❤ Wednesday, December 10, 2008

rain..

Its raining so heavily .
i m alone at home. again.
my laptop screen dotted wif water ._.

*super emo on rainy days* of course. its romantic IF i m wif someone i love (ah impossible..)

Another nth-to-do-day at home
(omg a leaf fly in through window! tmd.. ruined my mood)

Audi seem bored w/o hubby.. entry gang some quit, some busying wif other things.
Maple.. too pro = not fun
Pefect world = play alone = more sian.
no online games for me now.. no no..

rain stopped.

answered my mum's call just now.
She said my primary sch teacher (at my hometown) contact her and said her son wan come sg study..
My mum agreed. and he will be staying wif me
Tmd. i cant even rmb who my teacher is lor.
Anyway.. i dunno wat will happen if he come.
i had never really be close with "male creature" b4. hmm yea..
Guess my peaceful life is coming to an end.. (NOOOooooo...!!)

Oh ya! i sewed a teddy.
heard from somewhere..

"因为在店里买的熊宝宝都不知道它的完成日，所以替熊宝宝取名字，系上锻带的那一天，就是熊宝宝的生日。” 还有啊 “只要在你亲手做的熊宝宝身上绣上自己的名字，再把它送给喜欢的人，就可以和喜欢的人心心相印..."

it may not be true.. but its so sweet rite..
my teddy .. i decide to keep it till that guy appears.

ciao ciao~

Labels: Aki

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 11:03 PM |

❤ Tuesday, December 9, 2008

wed

为什么有这个blog。其实只是我宣泄情绪的地方。
comment or wat. i dun really care.
喜欢我还是讨厌我，都没差。

最近心情好低落 , 在网上看着别人的故事 , 为他们开心 , 难过 , 结果让自己更想恋爱
他的生日快到了.. 可是如果我联系他的话 , 他应该会很困扰吧
都快三年了.. 我还是无法忘记他.. 虽然我们真正在一起的时间 , 加起来少过两个月
可我就是没有办法.... 没办法把他从我心里消除...
电脑的backspace 坏了.... 心里的backspace 也坏了

天... 还在下雨
其实我只是想要有人陪 , 想开心时和人分享 , 想不开心时有人倾诉 , 想心碎时有肩膀能依靠
可能是因为从小没有父爱 , 我很想知道... 被男人疼爱是什么感觉
可是... 几乎只剩碎片的心... 已经不敢再去爱

在人前的假面具 , 我好想摆脱... 却因对人的不信任 , 而迟迟无法得偿所愿
渴望爱 , 却不敢爱的我 , 该怎么办...

Cried myself to sleep last night.
现在的我 , 每天无所事事
身边的人 , 都有自己想珍惜的人 , 和想在一起的对象 , 又有谁会想起我呢

好无助.... 好无奈.....
那时在住院 , 我想如果我病了 , 会有人关心吗?
如果我消失了 , 会有人察觉吗？
如果我走了 , 会有人记得吗？

Labels: Aki

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 10:47 PM |

❤ Monday, December 8, 2008

first post

First blog of moi O: dunnoe wat to say >_>
Holidays = bored bored bored !

Stay at home almost everyday. someone.. call me out leh ._.

I bleached my hair twice and dye once within 5 days D:
At first just wanna make it to almost-white-yellow-colour,
but it turn out to be like brown.. not light enough.
So i bleach it again after 2 days.
This time de colour become gold ._. its kinda scary -.-
My mum came back , scolded me like pig head ..
The next day , she bth and drag me to saloon dye hair to purple ><
On the way to saloon i met yin xia O:
Guess she laugh her way back..
My hair is in super bad condition now..

Oh ya. Me and Tsuki Sama + Hibari (ahem) went kbox after dat.
As we were walking.. a ang mo stop infront of me and said sth.
I thought he was salesman or sth..
den Tsuki Sama told me he said ' u guys look good ' ( i think so..)
hmm yea.. He had good taste i can say. LOL

Anyway.. i DIY nail art today. <3 black & white!

Labels: Aki

❤ Written in bl0od by aki | 8:24 PM |